All the right friends in all the right places. So yeah, we're going down. Let's paint a picture of perfect place. We'll be the king of hearts and you're the queen of spades, we'll fight for you like your soldiers. Everybody knows where we're going, so we're going down. Do you think I'm special? Do you think I'm nice? Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces? It can't be possible... The rain can fall, the sun's shining everyday but it's so far away.

So far away D: Despite so, I still don't quite comprehend the song, though I must say I like the lyrics. All I know is, so yeah, we're going down. Or maybe it's just me.

Yesterday was my birthday. Wooot so exciting! Not. I think yesterday was really damn screwed up no matter how positive I was. It was so bad that it's not even worth mentioning. ): Sigh, someone once told me, birthdays aren't significant, it's just another day. Sadly, in my case, it's true. Nothing much happened except for the accidental, omg why do I see you again T.T And you feel like screaming, I don't want to be alone but still ends up collapsing on my bed, alone. Most part of it was spent fixing stuff that wasn't part of life.

I swear my life revolves around MRC. My friends gave me a shirt that has words that goes like 'The mothership named EARTH has no passengers. They were all CREW'. I so didn't get that, thanks D: -gasp-

I was given a lot of red packets to buy whatever I want to buy. But well, it's not as though I have anything I really want to buy, except for maybe TYS which I haven't have time to buy (I went Tiong Bahru today and the Popular that sells the TYS I wanted to buy closed down for renovation) and stocking up on more and more.. Salonpas. Seriously, why is my life so sad?

Only maybe cause I received many well wishes, that's why I became happier. Some of them were special :D Thanks, friends!(: Simply because words mean that much to me.



And whenever I think of last Wed, I get so angry, only idk why. Maybe if I'm that unimportant, maybe if that's all I meant to you. -angst x10,000- I haven't felt this much ever since rft but. whatever. Maybe it's a violation of things that are important to me. Well, I realised I'll lose myself fighting for things I believe in. Maybe that's why I shouldn't be in love.

Labels: Birthday, MRC, Sadness