Today was kind of funny. Because we were supposed to have 100min GP, so we were hoping that our GP teacher would be absent. And we realised everytime we try and wish she wouldn't be here, she'd be here. So we tried the reverse and we went like *I wish she'd COME TODAY* like in the toilet. And true enough, she didn't come. So the usual trying to adjust clock so we get an earlier break. (Y)

Someone totally lost my respect that I've left of that person today. Like well that person didn't even honour his words. Like he said this, but did otherwise instead. I mean by doing this to come back, do you think the rest of us will still hold your word for it? Well, if you couldn't even fulfill a promise, do you think you can hold any responsibility from now on? Idk if I'm actually able to see you as someone like before, but I definitely know I've to think twice before taking you for it now.

I was supposed to come home early and emo about how "hurt people do hurt people", but ends up staying for arts night (well it's a personal choice) and subsequently giving up on Math test ( I hope I don't do too badly tomorrow). Actually I didn't do much at arts night but wells. Yup, honestly, I think I'm dam fail at trying to entertain the j1s. Apparently they're still enjoying doing SK and still thinks even though MRC is full of SKs, that it's still gonna be fun. They even wanted to buy the shirts already! Oh wells, maybe they haven't seen what's expected of them in terms of acads.

By now I guess I'm the kind of person who needs a strong sense of purpose inside of me to keep me going on in life. And well that is shown on the 28/30 introvert-ness (if there's such a word) MBTI thingy. Yup, haven't you all realised you've been the ones who kept me going until now, well I sure hope it last longer, much longer. The smile that masks everything else underneath.