I'm feeling drained even as this holiday starts to unfold.. Any amount of sleep doesn't seem to be helping at all. Maybe it's because it's always been like this that i would just be tired. It's not only physically that i'm feeling tired, but also mentally, recalling what i've been doing for the past days.

Wednesday has been preoccupied with teaching Leona about the chapel set up. Apparently time isn't on our side, so we couldn't teach her the LT system, which actually i also forgot about the diagram>_> But that's that. Everyone's gloomy for one reason or another, including myself. The reason.. is however, meant to be unspoken. But i doubt anyone'd figure out who made who angry and stuff.

Thrusday, had captain's ball with the whole class. Yay for no training for 1hr 20min pe-___- It's tiring, okay? But instead we had fun i guess. Nick was like "Zhi hua are you ready to own?" Then i was like "yeah, are you ready to sweat?" LOL, cause i think they zao PE class so ended up our PE teacher said all girls go out sit down if Nick and Ben dun sweat, we'll all run around the track 10 times.. Ended up a good game i guess. Looking forward to class outing if there's even one.. Taught Leona about the request form so one more person can share the load i guess.. Actually everyone knows how to do, but it's a matter whether they want to..

Friday, had to run around during my break to entertain some SMC guy. Soon after i sat down in Economics lecture, the lecturer decided to call MRC with that straight face and i'm like kinda of pissed off at her cause she doesn't seem to show any signs of gratitude towards us for helping her to solve the problem, how unfriendly.. And i guess i've been fantasizing too much, some thoughts are just not meant to be mentioned XD Had to give up LAN so that i can actually teach the SMC person how to erm operate a stage bass-__-" Ahh there goes my only chance to bond with the guys in the class. But wells, ZL offered to help me but yeah it's my responsibility, so i guess i will just have to do it. And i think i'm pretty drained from like trying to make this call a team. I mean sometimes, 100% input doesn't necessary have to result in 100% output. I'm like so disappointed in whatever someone has said. I mean it's not like i'd like doing all these stuff on my own. It's like i dunno i've been trying very hard really to make everyone come together, but if all i get is some criticism, i guess it's all so not worth it. And i'm feeling drained. Maybe i shouldn't have cared at all. Like really.. I give up trying.

Saturday, the event was like EPIC... failure!hahahaha. I bet for a while it looks EPIC (: haha, we suppose to take 2 hr shifts in 1 hr block each. So i belonged to the PC & gang hahahah. The 2 hr shift we took was like /afk inside the cage one hahaha cause they're either marking the participants booth i think, either that or they are actually preparing for the event so yeah, I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO TOUCH THE MIXER/L.CONSOLE XD Orh wells, it isn't such a bad thing after all right?hahah. I think i kinda of understood how the splitter works already, such a failure ehh, after so long then managed to realise how it works.-.-" So during the event, J was like playing with dry ice, have their ice age adventure, along with engineer R who decided to create a ground zero LOL. And designer Kenneth haha trying to make out the shape of the dry ice. They looked as if they had deprived childhoods :D But at least i'm pretty amused by their erm how should i say, childhood?:x And thanks for the delicious lunch provided by i dunno who XD, it wasn't meant to be ours anyway. When you're full, blood just flows to your stomach and your brain will seem to malfunction)): I realised PC's job is quite sad, i mean srsly. And well, after the event was what story telling?i guess LOL. All the quizzes and stuff further pushed our minds to ground zero ;x And then there was this woohaa about disturbing sex change and the most painless and fastest way to suicide.. Omg just what are MRC ppl thinking, killing themselves arh?>_> I guess i learnt something new today.

On the way home, was like quiet. Like nobody actually talked, apart from J who never seem to be able to stop talking for a moment, even if it's nonsensical.. And he took a bus for i dunno what reason along with beatrice and diana..o.o But yw and me decided to walk to the mrt. Cause it's like a cool night please(: I love cool night walks :D So when we reached the station, J actually started bullshitting about how by smiling it brightens up people's lives :x He emphasised on the people part>_> Ahh wells, it was damn funny, cause my train came, but he suddenly "Zhi Hua dun go omg dun go" and he starts kneeling down, i was like okok zomg stand up i won't go.. LOL.. And he went on with his Mr Goh's first lesson to smiling.. And he said he gonna teach me the 2nd lesson if got time hahah JOKE TTM.
That's for the exciting last week of school i guess. Exciting and yet disappointing, but rest is on the way i guess.

Now i'm here with you
and i'm admiring the view(:

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