I'm trying to be a normal person... Trying to post about my 'O' levels results like any other normal blogger would... I guess i will keep the number in suspense. It isn't a number to be proud of neither to be ashamed of. Yeah i just underwent 'growing up'. Cause i finally left my immature dreams of a young 16;x Yeah lurh, i fare badly, in fact very badly for English.. Ahhhhhh, i totally screwed it up. Maybe i did badly in the oral or maybe the written papers. Aiyaaaaaa heck, freaking vex-ed over the necessary and now i'm thinking about the unnecessary. Ahhh shyt am i gonna work as a psychiatrist/psychologist/teacher or am i gonna just wait and see what happens. i guess for a score like mine should probably choose ACJC, but i dun like that !@#$ school-.- i dun like the ppl in it larh for no reason. Dun like means dun like doesn't nid a reason huh. Yeah she's probably gonna choose there somehow i got a feeling ;x cos anyone normal person'd choose acjc considering they are in fairfield with affliation to acjc. Well, this is gonna be the career path that i gonna take for the rest of my life.. ahhhhh, i'm hanging in the air and sad-ed like no one's business cos this world is just this cruel=__=

I've been supressing my feelings for a long time now, could explode anytime now huh=.= sickening, no one knows what i've been through and then they accuse me of not wanting to go this and that. Blardy hell, this is the road that i gonna take for the rest of my life, can't i very well have the choice. I thought only those who scored badly will start thinking very hard, well now those that scored well too. Anw, the reason that i didn't wanna get into the same sch as her is because i dunno whether i'm able to surpress my emotions and i really really can't promise i won't try to go after her again. I dunno i'm so in a mess..

Nvm, i guess i'm satisfied with my combined humanities... <3 the BT(s).. Mrs Wong came back to teach o.o and she slim down so much.. Yeah besides that the rest are within expectation except, Chem, everyone didn't expect it, all A2s.. one word to describe-Anihilated.


Look at what i'm doing before the history prelims-.- folding paper cranes. I thought that'd explain my downfall of CH during prelims.. Sigh stupidity has always been my shadow... It was, it is and i expect it to be. *speechless*

Labels: Coincidence, Psychology, Results, Supress