The worst thing in an exam is not for the fact that you need to study through late nights to remember all your facts, not that feeling or nervousness before and during the exam, not that you felt tired, not the sadness that ever so often engulf you, but it's when you find that you had screwed things up so badly that you just want to break down, that you want the whole world to pause right before your eyes, that you hope everything had been in your control, that you are sick to the stomach and wants to stop moving on, but you just know you can't. It's the worse feeling ever. Because the world doesn't revolve you, you revolve around the world and just when you feel like you are at your worst, there isn't a shit you can do about it but let time carry you through the examination period.

You must be wondering why am i saying all these, it's not because i screwed up anything, it's just dawned on me that such terrible things really do happen in the exams, what's more it's the 'O's that we are talking about. Sometimes, i feel exams are ever so unnecessary in our lives. What do it bring, nothing but disappointment, perhaps tears and some joy if you find joy in scoring for exams. I mean so what if you really did score well for the exams? So wad.. It just probably meant that you are lucky for this time round, so does this luck have the ability to determine one's future? I seriously don't know.

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