Listening to
--->Leona Lewis Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
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No all these won't get better... It won't in time and never will, cause i know at this very moment, i definitely not fine, not like how the song said. Besides time is not in my hands once again... School's ending in 14days time, 14 whole school days.. What possibly could happen within this 14days.. I seriously have no idea.. But one thing i noe for sure, is that it doesn't take just 14days x 24hrs to fall in love with someone, neither do u take 14days x24hrs to achieve anything that you want... Still is there anything i can do within this 14days...

Yeah then this morning during devotions i heard sth abt the sun and clouds and dunno wad... Cos i think some ppl aren't very comfortable with their results and all, then our principal like very scare... Get more counsellors and give talks, say dun sad..>< Yeah at least he bothers, not like some random ppl who just says, u all are scoring like shyt, better buck up, BUCK UP== Ok i think that at least changed my opinion of him, yeah. +1 pt for Au;x Yeah the analogy was sth in which Chloe told me ytd== Like so totally the same analogy lurh ;x She said sth like that, Huaaaaaa, it's just another black cloud that passed your life, once you get on with it, the sun will come out... Then i said, what if the sun was the black clouds or sth.. Then she was like good for you == Yeahhhhh, i'm waiting for my sun, so plz, be my sun,** ***... And i can't concentrate like seriously... I'm thinking about you even during maths lessons, like whenever anyone says "e^y", cause if you leave out the "to the power of", it sounds so much like her name, sigh sigh sigh SIGH SIGH!!!!== Orh yeah these are my results, hmm something to remember, so must well put it down here ;x

Eng 71 A2
Emaths 95 A1
Amaths 88 A1
Bio 67 B3
Chem 73 A2
Phy 70 A2
SS 66 B3

Yeah then during chem lesson, Mrs Tan suddenly ask me sth about conc. sulphuric acid, then the ans was just on the board.. Then she ask me dun think so much ;x Yeah sometimes, really when the answer is so obvious, why do i have to think so much, so follow isn't it? No matter whether the same situation happens in realife or in exams... It doesn't matter... We dun always have to think so hard..

She didn't come school today.. should i not call her?..


In the darkest of your nights, i hope to be the moon in your life...


Still i don't want to be just the moonlight in your life, i wanna be the warmth, the comfort, the one and only person that you will need in the dark.. I wanna you to be in my embrace...


Because even heaven is hell without you, me without you is just not me...


So please don't leave me even though we may never have been together...

Labels: Analogy, Chloe, Pondering, Thoughts