Took class photo and CCA photo. This is the last year (hopefully) in the school and probably the last group photo that we are going to take as a class or a CCA. I think that was the greatest smile that i gave within this 2 months, afterall, i didn't wanna spoil the photo and we took a keyboard for informal media photo, how cool is that haha.

I received my final result yesterday and that nailed my coffin...
Basically i got...
English : C5
Chinese : A1
Emaths : A1
Amaths : A1
Biology: A2
Chemistry: A1
Physics : B3
Social Studies / History : B3

Frankily, i'm quite surprised that i could have scored this kind of results because those events that took place really put me in a most vulnerable position. Maybe i could concentrate better but then again i'm not that sure that is it i could concentrate better or i'm just using the times i used to study to tranqulise the pain that i had inside me.

Being proud and humble. I belived there are times when we felt proud and yet unable to humble ourselves down because of little achievements that we have obtained. Well, the speaker for chapel yesterday talked about humility which totally i've no idea on what his been talking about. But there's something in which i listened and thought about it for quite a while. That was when he said that the proud never says sorry. Sorry, a simple word, powerful enough to heal a wound, however, if missing could lead to excessive bleeding. Most of the time i don't really receive many sorries from her, maybe because either she refused to admit her mistake even if she was proud or she just want to win. But, in a relationship between a guy and a girl,during an arguement, the objective is to find a way to solve the problems and not quarrel endlessly to win, that way doesn't that make the relationship more everlasting? Everytime we argued about something, i've been trying so hard to resolve it but still somehow no matter what i say, it just doesn't seem to get into her. Is it really that hard? Hmm, maybe it's just......

Oh ya and the girl on 33, don't get too sad over your marks okay?=P There's still some time for you to catch up and score well in the Os, so meanwhile just hang in there and you will be fine. Don't EMO OKAY XD EMO no good for life, instead watch more Elmo, maybe you will laugh more ;D

I watched the 9pm show daily and one of the actors inside said that whether a person liked you, more or less you should have known it. In my case, i can't seem to guess what she's been thinking and whether do she have any feelings for me, because she is like 2 different person, totally different from the past when compared to now. It's like the attitude totally changed. Maybe because she don't want to have another slight hope that we might still be together and in this way making sure that i will hate her, making things awkward and all. But if i'm not wrong, i did loved.

如果我失去记忆,是否还会记得你.

, Quoted from Christina's personal msg.

I really wondered if one day i were to lose all my memories. If i totally forgotten about this world that doesn't have much worthy of me to remember of, will i still be able to remember her, remember the awkward times that we have, remember the cruel moement that she said we are not meant for each other. I mean this kind of memories, is it worth remembering? Maybe it will just hurt even more if i were to remember what had happened, then again, i never wanna forget those times, and of course her smiles because i just know deep down in my heart, i never wanna forget those.


I hope the right moment comes...

Labels: Results, Uncertainty