Only at this very moment, i realised what Chloe said is ever so true.. She doesn't care a shit about you and she wouldn't spare a moment to think about you even when you are down. While you are down thinking about her, she wouldn't think about you.. Sigh forget it, i shouldn't expect the same treatment that i treat her from her. Anyway, i finally understood what it means when people say "heart felt pain"... Even my heart fails me, i wonder what in this world doesn't... Is she one of them?

Rotted at home for a day, trying to deal with my heart felt pain...


'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

Labels: Heart

Woke up in the morning, only to feel excruciating pain in my heart... Then my parents asked me not to go to school though i insisted on going because this is the 11th days left in school, the last 11th time i could see her ever again perhaps.. I just wanna see her dammit! but well, in this condition, i could collapse anytime.. Anyway i doubt my existence in school would change a thing, so perhaps, it's a good thing.. Still, i don't know what's the reason that made my heart ache, but it's either the 2.4 in which i pushed myself too much, or just simply the grief that overwhelmed me...
The thought of nobody's there to see you at your worst is just simply too disappointing..
Should i study, or should i just rethink over things?..


Though the sun may set, but still my love for you never ends..

Labels: Heart