What happens when you macro it.

I'm no good on rainy days. Once they hit, it's as though I turned into another person, different from my normal self, just deeply immersed in observing the rain, of course with a certain depth of thoughts.

I kinda quarreled with my parents. But it's all over. period.

I've been in black ever since the week started. I realised I haven't have any black T-shirts until the awesome crew shirt came about and the shirt I bought :D Suddenly, this thought of wearing all black just struck me and so I did. Emo fringe lolol.

Love is like a cup of hot chocolate on a cold day.♥ Cold on the ouside warm on the inside.

But it wasn't even cold. Who cares.:x

Hey. Do you know how to forget about an old love?
You find a new love. You should completely immerse yourself in it.
If that new love is true, then the old love will naturally become part of the past.

It's not that you can fall in love with someone new because you forgot the old..
It's because you fall in love with someone new that you're able to forget about the old.

Only love can heal a heart that was hurt by love.
-Bokura Ga Ita

Holidays. I rewatched the anime and found time to read the season 2 of it AND it's still not completed T.T Doushiteeeeeee? Sigh, like I feel like this when I watched FF ending.(Y) Shit, sudden realisation that the past weeks spent haven't been that productive.

I don't know what I was doing, missing the train stops twice yesterday. Actually I could get out the first time, but it's like so crowded that I can't be more bothered to move. The second time the door shut on me-.-" I was too engrossed to listening to Top Of the World and thinking about things (Y).

Dinner. MRC dinner was epic, too much retarded moments to be described in words (actually it's cause I can't really remember any of them) and taking photos for yearbook was even a greater joke haha. I realised I haven't been smiling this much for the longest time, maybe this was why I'm glad I'm still in legendary MRC the 14th.

Tea. I missed the taste of Himalayan tea. I was thinking maybe I should go drink it at macs today or something. But just now I was buying lunch and I saw this old lady trying to collect cans, then I thought so many people are fighting for this $5, I shouldn't just spend it like this. So I made tea at home. I realised if you cover you tea with something and trap the steam, it'll taste nicer, more refreshing that is.

Mistaken feelings. Maybe? I don't know. I was really confused. I wonder why did you help me fulfill something I believed in. I mean the way we're going, we couldn't even hold a normal conversation.

Dreams. I had a weird dream last night (or rather this morning). I dreamt of your birthday party and how there was a search for you race or something like that. Kids fell down, etc etc etc. It was too messy to describe. I'm not suppose to, but the way I kept dreaming of you is as though the heart can't close itself to what it doesn't want to feel.

Labels: Holidays, MRC, You