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Sunday, February 7, 2010
The First One.
Orientation finally ended. Thank god-_-" I've been so exhausted from all the running, carrying speakers, Saigang ttm, ductaping and stand alone at the mixer. Yay, all these no more. I slept for 12+4hours on Saturday. Technically not all on Saturday but, wells. I knocked out at arnd 12am and woke up at 12pm, ate lunch and went back to sleep till 5pm. Wells, I feel like a pig recently because all I seem to do is to eat and sleep, and the cycle repeats itself. You know I've been surviving on this tube of spray thingy that kind of relieves muscle aches. Every night before I sleep, it becomes a habit to spray it all over my back etc. Sigh I don't wanna be a pig D:

Campfire night was a blast. The video was good, considering I'm actually seeing it for the first time. Projector breakdowns are officially the bane of MRC's life. Yes, screw it, upside down, downside up. Things have been breaking down recently, very often, well and that includes people, including myself. T.T It must have been due to a lack of constant maintenance. And we need to learn how to toggle Acer laptops. My light skills suck officially, it was rather off beat I realised when I saw a video of the ACSian theatre dance. Ahh shucks. D; I'm crossing my fingers that on Mon when we check the inventory that the wireless are safe and sound D: But the mass free dance was like official clubbing in a school setting, never before. It's like breaking the rules officially. But kinda wasted because it was cut short. After all the lights spamming, my hand was numb, kinda and I'm in this 'this is it, orientation ended' kind of daze mode.

On the way home was epic. I wanted to take the mrt but since cab was paid for and it was on the way. And so while waiting.. The taxi stopped at the ogls in front of us.

"Fuck, fuck fuck."
"Fuck them man."
"Screw themmmmmm!"

Seriously, you should see the anguish in our faces. And on the verge of murdering some people, with the cute way of scolding vulgarities.So after 45minutes of waiting for a cab (which I could have went home and have a bath, probably lazing around in my bed waiting for my hair to dry), we finally got a cab. Lesson learnt, never take cab when oblivious people are obviously not looking in front.

Of cause, a certain individual ditched the project. We survived. We were lucky this time, I don't know if we will be the next time it happens again. Looks like the video inventory's gonna be thrown back to us at this rate it's going after everything went in a chaotic, it's in a mess after orientation. Running away from everything, what a great idea. Maybe I should just go hiatus also -.- Then I don't have to face so many events, j1s coming in, inventory which is pretty much in a messed and goes like I have no idea there's supposed to be 13 condensers in the hall panic kind of mood. Seriously, we need to figure out something.

Besides that, I'm not only panicking because of the inventory we've got to do. I'm actually panicking, not knowing what to do with well, some people. Sigh, they give me headache, heartache and what nots. Many a time, I tell myself that it actually doesn't really matter, but in the end only realises that it actually matters, because I've still got a heart for others. Maybe turning into a cold hard unfeeling person would help a lot in such a setting.

I've been looking through my facebook tagged photos. And I realised I've been smiling in almost every single of the photos. haha, shucks I should really smile more :DDDD

Better now than I was before,
But I miss you and I want you to know,
I can't sleep,
It's hard to breathe
and I still feel you next to me.
And I can see.
The first one is the worst one,
When it comes to a broken heart.

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