Relationships are never easy. Some days you’re going to wake up and that love you know you have for the person in the bed next to you, isn’t going to come so naturally. We always say “no one told us it was going to be this hard” but they did. We choose not to listen because it seems so unreasonable that one day, you will find yourself doubting your love for that person. The only way you can make a relationship last is if you work at it every day and never give up on it. Because if you fight and argue and quarrel with that person and still can’t imagine leaving them, then you love them. And that’s the kind of love that’s forever.
-runaway train

Never give up... Sometimes, I wake up feeling like this. No one told us it was going to be this hard. I never thought of it as easy as it's gonna be, moreover, I'm stuck with the army now. Waking up, going to sleep, feeling like shit sometimes. Sucks to be me sometimes huh. Just booked out yesterday and had to book in today again, been seeing my bunkmates 7 times a week. I get sick of them sometimes. haha. Have you ever been in a situation when you talk till the point you have nothing to say to the person? I think it's happening in my bunk. Had like a whole lot of stuff happening in the week. I've been throwing grenades, doing Urban Operations and just finished my 16km route march yesterday. Almost fell sick yesterday but thank god I'm fine now. Still a little bit tired though.

Came back and went out almost immediately after I reached my house. Was like half dead or something and I went out to meet her :D Was intending to play pool at the place near PS but it was full. Weekends.. Buses full, MRTs full, shopping centres full, movies full, now even pool D: I wish I had offs on weekdays. Hate crowded places. Ended up walking around PS to orchard central to 313. Saw Kenneth and Shuan E. Tan at 313 omg.. Just when I was saying YOUUU. Embarrassing ttm D: I think it was a little awkward looking at each other, lesser hair than usual. Other than that, I guess nothing much to talk about except maybe about army. Went to the Ajisen, the place where we had our first date ^^ Badly disgraced by the Caucasian sitting beside us, holding his pair of chopsticks correctly. I think I'm too lazy to change something like that after being used to it for the past 19 years of my life.

Saying goodbye is always hard. You hug a little tighter, inhale a little deeper, and attempt to commit the smell and feel of the person to your memory. You want time to stop, but you know you can’t. So you cling on for as long as you can and press your lips to their cheeks and murmur, “I’ll see you soon.
-runaway train

Sent her home after that. I wish we could go out more often like this. Then, she refused to go back and says she wants to go to the swing hahaha. Which was obviously a lie xD We sat at the slide and looked up into the sky. There weren't stars... But I think we saw the stars in each other's eyes ((: I'll never forget that night. Never. I surrender to you.