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Sunday, April 17, 2011
I love you.
"We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."

The week seemed to pass a little longer than usual, probably cause it was a short week previously, which makes me think it's actually not a good idea to stay outside camp for long. Makes it harder to adjust back to the life inside. I'm starting to like running a little more than usual. I think it's cause I don't feel as breathless or feel like dying whenever I run. I remembered I could barely breathed after a 2.4 run back in AC but now I can smile LOL. Sometimes, when I feel like giving up, it's you who keeps me holding on (: Guess the training's paying off and asthma's not really an excuse for a lack lustre 2.4 result. Booking in camp was really bad. Can't bear to leave everything I have in mainland and go to some desserted island and stay for like 5 days. "Just take it like holiday." Now, coming back to mainland seemed much more of a holiday. Really hope I don't get RT and get to book out really early next week. Good Friday, Good Friday, really hope it's gonna be a good friday.


We went to sentosa yesterday :D Had lots of fun walking around, even just walking around. I guess it's the company that matters and not what place you're going (:

Sentosa really changed a lot as compared to the last time I went there. By the last time, I meant going there and really touring or walking around and not for some stupid screwed up amazing race or being the evil station master. I guess it's different going there as a grown up as compared to a kid.


Went by the broadway which was just $1 entry fee hahaha. Pretty and you can just walk to the entry point of sentosa and come back. It's like an extension to vivo's sky garden :D Pretty blink blink lights at night and flowers and cranes.


We went to the Merlion walk and saw this cathedral like thing. The bell sounded at 15:15, which practically made no sense haha.


After that we went to the Imbiah walk or something which apparently had like nothing to see hahaha. It was just some jungle trail which was quite creepy cause it's damn quiet and the only sound you'd probably hear is the sound of crickets. haha, she freaked out at the sight of spiders so the next time I want to scare her I just have to shout spiders! ^^


After that we got tired and sat down near the museum and observed people. Haha. There was this boy who was damn cute with his suit on. I feel such a loser for not having worn a suit up till this age when the boy actually did way before he reached my age D: Birds and bugs and China kids = free entertainment. Snake enchanter was damn fail, don't know how he survived and fed his snake till this size.


We went to the southern most point of continent Asia. The shaky bridge, sands and sunset we missed.
Update the rest of the trip in sentosa when I get home.

Sometimes, I feel like I don't deserve certain people in my life, like my mother. It's a bit like you keep taking what they do for granted and that it'll be there no matter what. Sometimes, people treat me too nicely that I don't know how to return their act of kindness.

Sometimes, I need a little more courage so that I can do what I should do ): Hold her like I should. Sometimes, the brain tells you to do something and yet your body doesn't react and you don't quite know why either. Maybe, it's cause you've been hurt once and you're unsure about yourself and you can't quite bring yourself to fall into something 100%. I wish somethings just come naturally and the right moment comes when it should.
-To be continued-