Everytime I have something to blog, I'll just think of it and say, yes I think I'm gonna write this on my blog today. But whenever I open up blogger, I suddenly don't feel like blogging and went on to my games. This is why this place is so abandoned.

I think the only thing that's worth rejoicing over is I found a job and the bad news is I'm gonna start working on Mon. OMG-.- The pay's miserable enough though but I'm okay since I just want to gain some experience. I remembered Mr Yap telling me to go try out everything and anything after As to look for your dream career and I still remember his G2000 story xD No luck with relief teaching so far, but I'm quite pissed with Fairfield and I can't really be bothered with it now.

I think I have a good memory for things, things of the past. It has never dawned to me until recently that it was because my father keeps repeating his old grandfather story and army day (daze) that I'm able to remember things so easily. Cause his like a broken record tape that never seem to say it once and get over it. Which is why I think I still remember things way back to p6 when he started talking to me about things. Clarification though, I think I'm getting short term memory thanks to the aluminiuim foiled sting ray. -stares at whoever who failed at cooking it-

I've had a refresher course with my father and remembered how to swim breaststroke at least. I realised if it's something you learn you can't forget. If you forget, it's probably hidden in some corner of your brain and you probably just have something to probe you and you'll be able to recall everything. I think this extends to lessons and relationships. And unforgettable lessons are just those that made the most impression that it requires the least stimulus for you to be able to remember. Crap, I'm becoming a shrink.

That was what I wanted to be at the start, but I think events around you make you change your perspective of what you want to do. That is why whenever I want to do something, I won't be sure of what I want.

Then again, looking back. JC was filled with Us.(Pun intended) Now that I'm over this U thing, I'm a much happier man. (who am I trying to kid?)

Haven't converse in chinese for ages. I guess it's time to practise.
不伤心就不会哭，不哭就不会露出你的懦弱。所以，只要压郁自己的伤心就不会在别人的面前显得懦弱。