Oh yes finally, revival to this blog.

I've been partying away too much until I almost forgot this forsaken place. So, As are finally over, though I don't feel one tinge of excitement, still trying to get used to not having to psycho myself into studying hours after hours. But I must say A levels had been the happiest days of my JC life (Y). If that tells you how miserable my JC life have been. LOL, okay, that apart, I didn't emo at all for the 14 days of exam :D (with the exception of post chem mcq), biggest mistakes of my life. That apart, I've been pretty determined over these 14 days to not fall sick because I did during Os and PSLE, so I tried to keep myself happy and also my diet goes something along the lines of NO FRIED FOOD, NO DRINKING, NO CHICKEN RICE. Yes, talking about chicken rice, it makes me feel sick. Also, I attempted to leave this place alone for that period of time so that I don't waste time thinking about stupid things. I haven't gone for any consults at all during the whole study break. Woo, yes I'm a champion and I'm hoping when I get my results next year, I'd be able to throw it right into Chan Hee Lee's face. -guilt striken face-. So much for all her morality lessons during Econs and being my Fairfield senior.

You know what? I actually ran out of things to do. It's like during the As period, you keep thinking about the 101 things you'd do after As and then it's like suddenly post As, you find yourself sitting in front of the computer, not doing anything productive in particular or not even having fun, just sitting there. Okay, anyway, there's this revival of passion in dota (Y), even though I think I totally suck at it and still do.

I met a slut on the MRT today. The conversation between her and her friend went a little like this.

"Hey you got try this break up line before? Like it's not you it's me."
"No.."
"I tried before you know ... continues to tell story."
-inserts 101 experiences of break up-

Sometimes, I really don't get people. You do things to others and start whining when others does it back to you. Weeks later, I realised that line actually came from a song, but I forgot the name.

I'm sorry but this post is written over a span of weeks so it's definitely incoherent.

Sometimes, I don't really know if I'm right in giving people false hope. For e.g., you tell people it's gonna be okay and so on so forth, but you know there's like a high chance of the otherwise happening. I mean at times there are the things you SHOULD say and the things you THINK you should have said. Politically correct vs. what you think is correct. Recently, I've been faced with such a situation and I think I tried my best.

I'm growing fat, indefinitely. So much for remianing under 60. I think now I'm way above that. A levels has been a stressed up period of time, you should eat non-stop to make it go away.

Dota was 2 weeks ago but now I'm back with the newly found mmorpg - iris :D There's finally a mmorpg that actually caught my eye. The rest were, urgh, train and train and does nothing else but, well train.



I've been trying to learn how to cook, but you know it's quite fail when the prawns (still living) jumps right in your face and you go like OMGWTF. Seriously, I never liked killing. Well, I'm supposed to right, since I'm going in army. It's either me or my enemy who dies. Sigh, sometimes, life leaves us with no choice. On a side note, I'm going in army in 7th March, one day before my sister's birthday. Well, you should see her epic expression. We've been pretty close lately, maybe cause we are the only ones stranded at home bored to death. We went to watch Harry Potter together and actually met someone that I thought I might never see again. There are actually some burning questions in me that I want to ask, but you know it's not right and I should not even try.

HP7: It's like the light went thru my heart (Y)

Ok, apart from lazing around, I need a job seriously. Besides, applying for relief teaching, I think I need a full time stable job. Well, actually I just want it to look nice when I write my resume next time; because recently I realised experience in jobs is vital in setting you apart from others. Well, it's also because of a lack of experience, I got rejected for a job at the IT fair next month.

There are so many things I want to learn, but I just keep on playing and playing. I think my mind is actually retarding, after so long of ongoing studying, my mind's haven't been freer than now which makes me think that learning actually stops your mind from retarding.

Chalet was good getaway from this hellhole. A momentary escape, you may call it. The place was qutie run down but well it's the company that matters. Some epic moments...

"I wanna work at subway, 5.50 an hour, better than macs."
"Work there and you go like, Sir do you love meat (me)?"
-Refers to the subway advertisement-

"Oh my, the burning marshmellow looked like a heartbeat."

"How do you reply when people ask whether if you're sad?"

Ok, we didn't take any photos once again. Actually, I don't know how to go about doing it anyway. Camera shy, oh wells. The beach looked more like ECP that people actually go to to do their CIP. Looks like I romanticised it too much.

I've been thinknig of you.