Sunday, October 3, 2010
I'm going crazy.
♥Se7en. He look so cute with his gf lolol. Honours' night was !@#$ boring, trying to act as if I'm awake, actually somewhere in lalaland already. I was staring at my FT trying to flirt with 3 other female teachers at one time -shakes head- and tanu who seemingly had the same face throughout the whole ceremony. I was thinking what if you went up to him and said SIR I SAW AN INTERESTING PHOTO OF YOU. Anyway, I think I'm more likely to get stage fright because I have a bad experience with stage actually. The same kind of ceremony, just that I get people shouting my deepest darkest secret back in Fairfield and my mother was like there.-.-. That was when I wanted to dig a hole and just put my head in there and never come out of it. Thinking of it during Honours' Night was quite embarrassing. This is why I never liked to read my own essay because I get quite embarrassed not knowing what I had written or done. I wasn't quite conscious when I walked on the stage, like in that dreamy kind of feeling, not quite knowing what happened or who was cheering, just a bit like going through the motion. ♥Honeydew Sago, things people never know about but you and me. I kinda got hooked onto a Korean drama for the first time, though I never quite liked them. I was cramping like mad yesterday night and wishing someone was there. Sometimes, I feel so terrible. |