When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.

Daughtry - Used To
You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.

Study date with WJ ended up in some damn distracted conversation into life and more life and more life. Yes, life hits us hard. What a !@#$. This song somehow made it into my playlist without myself realising and it's a good song, really. I think Daughtry's seldom disappointing (Y). There isn't any official video or any sorts of that kind so I can't embed it. It's such an old song and yet I only realise it now (gasp). This song is so good for angsty moments, I wonder how I appeared to WJ when I was listening to this song, appearing like nothing's wrong, angsty deep within. O complex number so complex. And O Candy Floss ♥ I think I'm growing fat, seriously. Shows my ability to eat a lot when I'm stressed up.

I think nothing much has been happening except that Jas dropped a bomb on me when I found out that Bekah and Jia An failed promos -gasp-. It was a peaceful and nice and comfortable setting, eating my lunch at Earle and ... Sometimes, I wonder if it all turned out like this because of our decisions and others have to pay the price for our decisions. The first thoughts that came to my mind were that was I wrong from the start? Did I teach the wrong things to them? Kevin failed, though I don't know if Jia An was any better keeping mum about everything, I don't really want to bother asking. Knowing all these, I ain't so sure about my career anymore though I did carry on the emergency rescue your juniors for promos legacy left by YL (and subsequently failed). I did my best and you settled for the mediocre? Why should I try when you ain't even trying. This is so maddening and slightly disappointing albeit I expected it. Why do I keep defying things that were supposed to happen though I expected how it all will end.

'Cause I miss the things that we shared.

I swear, I swear I get all angsty when I think about MRC and MRC alone. Maybe that's why my happiest moments are the moments when I don't think (or you would call it stone), because those are the flighty moments that I know what on earth is going on in my head but at least I know nothing and the things you don't know can't hurt you.

Moments of thoughts that I can't recall.. Like every once in a while I'd think about something, but it's just for that moment I'd remember and after that I couldn't quite recall what I think about.

Kpop night was yesterday, I wished I were there, though I might appear to be a loser going high on my own cause no one WANTS to go with me. Still, I guess BB is well worth it.

And the moments we came so close, it keeps coming back and I can't stop it.This is why things that shouldn't be seen should be locked and things that should never seen x2 should be locked x2.

YL asked me to send the message instead cause I figured out the trade cycle but somehow the first thing I realised is that I probably shouldn't because I'm not suppose to appear in your life at all. Why? Why did things turn out this way?

I'm high on music and I can't get down to sleep. I should go share my forlorn moment with my trade cycle. No one really visits anymore.

Can we get this back to how it used to be?