The past week has been damn exciting except that I think I live in delusion sometimes that life is so exciting I don't quite need to do what I need to do and do those things that I want to do. I think I've been indulging myself in some Gundam game until i don't quite realised half/more than half the holidays are actually gone and I should really do something about it already.

Teachers' Day was damn exciting. Apart from the very bad sound, well not only the spoilt CD player but also the very bad extreme eq-ing and failed volume adjustments. But lights was good ^^ And I kinda didn't expect that certain someone to be doing it. lol. The zi high teddy bear was damn cute and retarded sudden random soul(s) dancing with the OGLs amongst the seats. Omg, LCH didn't come. I think he probably anticipated that my whole damn class would disappear on him again, that he decides to pon first 8D And my classmates just so happen to ask me to share present for Ekat Tanu and I actually went to pay him a visit. To my surprise, he was smiling LOL. Like smiling, not smirking or some sinister look. For once, I think I saw his genuine smile lol and come to think of it, should have written a poem for him LOL. I'm in the a bit not in the giving spirit this teachers' day and so yeah, a bit can't be bothered. Defies all logic. I don't know why I care about others so so much, when I can't even fend for myself. Just a bit too nosy sometimes.

On a side note, intense frisbee/badminton on friday was crazy. Sprints, jumps, failed servings, accusations, trying to talk sense into SOMEBODY and almost vomiting blood after some Econs analogy. Have you ever wondered how much effort we're putting in to try and resolve this and somehow you just aren't one bit willing to budge and being so stubborn and all I feel so much like raising my knuckles and just trash you up, you douchebag. Step Up 3 in 3D at night was nice too. Though the plot was like near to nothing but the effects and dancing was well worth it, comparatively to paying $118 just to see Taeyang dance for maybe 20 minutes lolol. I actually almost cried during a certain part of the movie, not cause it was touching, but cause I was quite reminded of some-body. It's a bit like things which you don't wanna think about but they still keep popping around in your life that it makes it almost impossible to not think about them. Subsequently, was subway at the sky garden and fireworks ♥. Thinking slightly too much that night, letting my imaginations run wild. Sitting by the sea breeze and thinking about things was so so emo. Idk, I think vivo holds too much memories, like it's inevitable I think about them when I'm there and at it. And cable cars, I don't know how but somehow I managed to link it to love or what nots. So yeah whatever. By then I was so drained and tired that I can't be very much bothered about how my thoughts flow anymore. I was quite tempted to ask how she was doing too, but decided not to.

-gasp- Sigh. I think I'm broke because I've been going out all too often and actually might not even have enough to pay for the kpop night tickets. Also, I've been spending too much on happy food to try and cheer myself up that I haven't been saving up much during prelims, maybe cause it was all so depressing having to go through that two weeks of hell. We need to do less expensive hobbies.

I've just semi moved to Tumblr. 'Inspirational thoughts and quotes' there but personal thoughts most likely here. Should I go for Kpop night?D:

I got more things to write, like my father's birthday today and many many more thoughts but I'm very tired and so looking forward to mahjong tmrw, so I'm gonna stop.