Coincidences, glances, stares. Trying to look like I'm not looking but actually I am. Trying to act as though I don't care but actually I do. I don't know if it's in the nature of humans to love, but I don't think I loved and felt love. I don't think you'll ever realise the fact that I'm always looking out for you and that you are too preoccupied with your own life to bother about me at all. Wq's attempt to convince me to stop thinking about you has failed and indeed, I can't stop thinking about you. For one, you keep popping up in my life, for two, the times you don't pop around in my life, you just linger in my mind.

I think Teo Boon Leong is damn cute. LOL. See this is what you get what you don't feel loved and totally swinging the wrong way. Yes, perhaps always been, always had and will continue to be.

Eka Tanu's -.- eyes and intimidating atmosphere whenever his around. He questioned us on our projected grades for prelims. I can't believe I said a C (though I believed I'm going to get no where near it) and his astonished tone when he heard that, "I'm sure it's a different case for A levels right?" Others said Bs (good luck to them). "What if you get an A?" -sadistic face-. I spoke up in his tutorial class for the first time and I think he was rather shocked and all. I meant I didn't even present when I was suppose to. Also, I think his damn cute and I'm gonna miss him. (I meant his Lit lessons.) Oh wells, totally at the edge of desperation for love, totally the wrong mindset, totally in depression.

I thought about lots of things today. But I'm really too tired to write about them.