Cold mornings, cold chicken and cold feelings.

Prelims have been hell as of now. Maths was okay. Econs was depressing ttm. I slept only 3 hours the previous day to attempt to finish micro and some maths. For once, I actually covered all ground for micro and actually memorized them. I was thinking if I screw macro up at least I covered my ass well with micro. But I was wrong. Nothing but Pd and price competition came out. Things which Yanlin didn't do through, or I would like to think so. Weariness dragged me down and I kinda wanted to sleep in an exam for the first time. Seriously, just screw econs and go and die. I came back crashing on my bed.
Cold mornings. I wake up to a cold morning, raining and all. It was such a good weather to sleep omg sigh and I have to wake up for? Lit. -gasp-. Econs was depressing enough for me to mug Lit the previous day till 12am and I cannot take it after that. Sigh despite all these efforts, I think everything will go to waste.
Cold chicken. I swear the Lit paper was the most exciting 3 hours of my prelims.
Pre-exam. *conversations about mousehunt*
"You know we shouldn't be talking about something like this right now."
"Nvm, it's not like anything will go in right now."
"But we go in with NOTHING!"
Exam thoughts. Cold chicken? Juxtaposition? Uhh cold. Why is it cold? And chicken? Uhh cold prostitute? Amelie? Oh wait the slut had sex with Rochester. -searches furiously before the text and after- OMG, nothing! Did she have sex before this or after this? Nvm I'll just write Rochester is characterized as lustful because of the way he flirts with her. "I pulled her down beside me and we were both laughing".
Cow Dung? What kind of job is that? Promising in collecting cow dung uh? Oh wow.
EkaT walked past me and I went like OMG STRESS, QUIT STARING AT ME PAPER.
Draginnis spent a good 10 minutes staring at me until I kept stopping and thinking. And after a while he gave up and walked away.
Post-exam. Went to look at the study guide web which I didn't manage to read the night before. To my horror... OMG AMELIE HAD SEX WITH R in that very given passage-.-" I better cross and pray EkaT don't kill me for writing he is lustful because he flirts with her when he actually done her.
I swear this is the result of not studying Lit.
Cold feelings. I don't know how much of friends you meant anymore. You know the hardest things about all these isn't the I can't get over you part. Neither is it the why don't you love me part, but the aftermath of it all, why don't we seem to be like before anymore?
And when a heart breaks,
it don't break even.