Z – These are trusting individuals who surround themselves with a clique of friends. You rarely see this social first name letter alone. They need the security of being surrounded by a crowd. They make great counselors because they have a great understanding of others. Many of them are willing to take more risks than most people for love. The result is that they often get hurt.

Contrary to the belief that you rarely see this social first name letter Z alone. I've been alone in school today. 9 people in my class ponned today. Fridays are kinda useless now that there's only 1 hour maths and 1hr 20min Chem to look forward to. They should spread out our timetable more evenly, dammit. So I took Napfa alone, failed it alone, train alone, bathed alone, stayed in the room alone, fixed the LT alone, did my SGC alone. I swear Mark Ng is damn bad, giving me that sinister laughter when he keep seeing me at the counter comp in the room and realises that I was doing my SGC.

Oh yes, the previous night I was doing my SGC till 2am plus until I couldn't tank anymore, I decided to do in school then. He was often emotional and sympathetic towards others I think Taeyang's new album SOLAR saved me from angsting over selling myself to my teacher. It just came out yesterday :D:D I think it was pretty much an album of his personal voice.(Y) I want to be cool like him haha.

1.Solar (Intro)
2.Super Star
3.I Need A Girl (feat. G-Dragon) [Title Song]
4.Just A Feeling
5.You're My
6.Move (feat Teddy)
7.Break Down
8.After You Fall Asleep (feat Swings)
9.Where U At
10.Wedding Dress
11.Prayer (feat Teddy)
12.Look Only At Me
13.Take It Slow

I like the songs in bold esp Just A Feeling. The dance is awesome too, which reminded me of the very bad attempt at trying to imitate his Wedding Dress dance during arts night. The lights of this comeback performance was also good. The beat was there too. Of course, the song's awesome too, I think even much more than it's title song. It's just a feeling.

Dara's surprisingly pretty with her hair down in I need a Girl MV though.



On a very random note, I think Mr Yap is very nice. I think his the only MRC teacher that I feel closest to? Maybe it's cause of the many coincidences of us meeting at JP. Days when I'm really depressed, somehow, we'd end up talking. I met him today and we had a chat :D Maybe, that's why I might have wished I were in his class.

I think my form tutor is moving away from his 'I shall terkan my class' mentality and turning into a really nice teacher. I guess it's cause my class's behaviour has improved over time and it's time to change his attitude towards us. He was actually laughing all the way during the lesson which is (Y). Maths lesson turned into some how the army's medical cough test would determine if you have STDs.

I fixed the room's internet the day before because it was rainning. Now there's internet for the Mac and counter comp. I think I'm such an internet genius, as you can see the extreme ego probably has been the result of lying through my teeth self praising myself in my SGC. Now MRC is connected to the globalised world, lolol and now the modem's hanging somewhere high, I think it looks professional enough, or not so. The internet speedy now too! A lot more than my home's, sigh. Maybe I should make the room my home, though I wouldn't want cockroaches sleeping beside me.

Somehow, it's always our responsibility and never yours. I'm self-centered and angry with myself and someone. Insensitive, flighty.

I wish. Only even if it did come true, I'd probably never get to know about it.

I don't know why. On days I'm supposed to see you and I didn't, my heart just died a little, on days when I'm not supposed to see you and I did, my heart skipped a beat. Somehow, it's those moments that I thought about how my life would be without you that I realise I might not be okay after all. Maybe it's just a feeling.