I think when Justin Bieber sings with someone else, his songs are actually listenable. Maybe because his range of voice is like close to that of female singers, lol.

I'm icing my hand because it seems to hurt somehow. I can't really type. Hopefully, tmrw army check up doesn't show up anything that's wrong with it, if not at this rate every part of me is hurting, I might really end up in a hospital. Tomorrow's holiday and I'm going to CMPB, yay me. Talking about medical check up, I was this touched that WJ actually remembered my medical check up date even though we're like this distant and I seemed to have told him a long time ago. I guess it's the little things that people remember about you that makes you really feel special in their lives. I mean even remembering their birthdays isn't this touching. I think I told a ton of people, but no one bothers and remembers. So, yup, thanks WJ! I think you really cheered me up today with all the spazzing about how you're not getting your assassin mouse. But I guess all isn't gonna be that easy. You don't just cheer up just because someone said something because you just want to be special in everyone's lives. Oh, how self-centered. So disappointed with myself.

Think about the times you ignored others. One day, when you get ignored, you'll know how they've been feeling all along.

Sometimes you get to the point where all you can say is, “I’m done trying.”

These few days, I've spent some time thinking about the J1s, about handover. It has come to the point I realised that thinking more about it doesn't help anymore. I've tried my best, I can't save everyone, so be it. I'm done trying. I'm this pissed, but I'm washing my hands off this. I'm not a good enough secretary.


As stupid as it sounds, I've come to think of it as true.

It’s you. It has always been you. Since the very first time you made me smile.

And now it is no longer the same.