I just finished season 1 of Flashforward. The ending was so.. disappointing, as usual. Stay tune for season 2 I guess. This is why I hate chasing after series week after week especially when you're bogged down by your busy schedule.

Camp was crazy is an understatement. Started off with J1's sudden realisation that camp wasn't gonna be that fun after all and all they almost had were just tests upon tests. I think my station was a killer despite it being only 30min, back killer, my back hurts like shit, but I've taught them everything I knew, including a little inspirational speech after the end of their stations, everyone except Tim, cause he was long behind schedule and I was already pissed off at him then. Very amused at the group that went YAY after every single thing they managed to troubleshoot, shocked at the amount of trust they had in each other though.

So, morning assembly no lights HOW?!?!?
Shine a torchlight.

I almost jumped out of the windows upon hearing that. Very touched at a certain someone who tried his best to not disappoint me because I told him not to the night before the camp. Well, throughout the whole camp was just many many thoughts and very very mixed feelings. I don't know what's with the excessive use of very and many but seems like my mind is dead and too much in a whirl to use any other words. Looking at the anguish in their faces seem to make me feel as though this was all my fault for putting them through the whole thing, but 'no pain no gain.'

'I hate Zhi Hua's question.'

It was like some freaking war across the damn phone and there was all silence in the cage because I was shouting through it. I'm glad Leona finally understood everything though, so she should be well versed in LT sys by now 8D/ . Wq, you should drag her down the next time something crops up :D Someone else was very persistent at trying to answer my LT question and totally forgot about dinner, almost on the verge of insanity. Lurbx you LOL OMG.

Night games was crazy splashing at each other. Decoy always works. 'Zhi Hua is so nice to splash'. Thanks xD though I would appreciate it if you'd throw a little more water at me because I was damn bloody hot. I think by then my reflex was already killed and all I could do was just run straight. A certain someone fell down again (like he always did) but somehow, every camp his gonna find the weirdest ways in the night to fall down.

Late into the night was mass evaluation of the J1s and thinking of a plan to save them from the evil af. After all we see absolutely no reason for him to murder them even before chapel. So it ended up he was intending to murder them after chapel and thank god it didn't happen because I don't think they could sustain more injuries.

Waking up to a 3 hour paper almost drove them crazy, but almost all A level H1 papers are 3hours, friends. Took turns to invigilate. I was supposed to be at my GP class somewhere. Not realising that fact, my teacher was actually asking for help everywhere and somehow came to MRC room, I actually went up to help. Thank god wq went up with me because once the door opened, I heard her voice, I saw my class, I quickly turned the other way and totally went to hide. Apparently, she was still damn fail because she didn't turn on the on button on the damn mic, why am I surprised? I gave up coming up with plans and what nots and subsequently went up to stare at nothing and then playing some very weird matching tile game. I'm actually very amused at the questions they were asking at the test but I shall not talk about them.

They seemingly didn't complain about anything when they were asked to check radios, plan for stuff etc. Well, at least they didn't have to do the outdoor system. Very proud at the person who managed to record everything. Neatness ttm. I think was Amanda was it? Marking papers were never easy though I secretly wants to be a teacher so I could mark papers, but actually I realised it was plain stupid now that I can't even mark a 107 questions paper. That was when we got distracted by Flashforward. Quite touched at the things they wrote about me, everything except the passive part maybe. But the people I least expected to have an impact on actually thought I made the most impact on them. Just at a lost for words. But they were such a likable bunch of people.

I was actually trapped in the toilet, listening to someone's serenades. I think he totally killed my song and I had no way of getting out because the water was dripping like the pipe got squashed or something and so I've come to think I might not listen to BLG for another week or so.

That night I couldn't sleep and was actually talking to wq. The usual kind in the middle of the night with yi wei already dropped dead. He actually wanted to come back to camp after he knocked off from his work but we just broke camp. Honestly, I wonder why.

Unearthly chapel, didn't really want to talk about it except for the fact that I've come to totally not trust af and anything he has to say because it's all bullshit like the ground and lift thing, only if I were to argue with him, the stage will probably end up like a war zone.

Overall, I was rather happy with some people, but also quite disappointed with some, to the point I was actually quite lost for words on the 2nd night of evaluation. Just at a lost for words.

It's funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love when deep in your hearts, we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception.

I swear I'm turning nocturnal. I slept at 3am the previous day just to watch Flashforward, omg so exciting! Other than that sleeping into the day and staying awake at night got me really thinking a lot at night. Especially when I was watching Flashforward, I kept thinking about my very own flashforwards, like those I get in my dreams that subsequently really did happen. These few days, I kept dreaming of you. Like the 19 hours that I was wiped out, every single time I woke up and went back to sleep I have a dream... of you. I don't know what this means but it just gets demoralising and saddening each time it happens. Waking up to you being first thing on my mind, then going like omg, just when will the dreams come true? Of course if I were to say all these I doubt anyone'd believe me, not that it matter anyway, unless of course someone that mattered came along and said I believe you. It got me thinking a lot about you and every time I close my eyes, it's as though you were the air and the only thoughts on my mind.

Date with WJ was awesome (: HTHT ftw, a pity we can't do that every time even though we lived so close. P.S I wish I could tell you whose the you I'm always referring to ):

Labels: Camp, Date, Love