Drowning myself in an overdose of Merry Go Round By Untouchable ft. Jinsung. I need the instrumental version DD: I just found it lolol.

Always be my baby reminds me of Brian Tan LOL. He actually sang that during Fairfield's funfair. Though his such an ass for exposing meee, but still I think he was why I took Lit. I was busy deciding between China Studies and Lit during subject registration period, I thought I have no one to look to, so I guess his the only one who I could seek advice on since he was an arts scholar from AC, he'd prob have a general idea on how good the teachers were. And so he told me to go with my heart, since I was so adamant on taking Lit. The retarded moments in class when he tried to lure us to listen to him by saying there's a video at the end of the lesson and dunking, LOL, I missed him but even though he was dry after dunking, they prepared a bucket waiting for him from 4th floor lolol. Quite an inspiring teacher, he was the reason I scored an A for my Humans. :D

I think sometimes I'm quite self centered and never quite thought about others. Maybe, just maybe I ought to just keep to myself at times. There's a saying that goes, 'Silence is golden'. It's only until night times that I can truly feel my remote surroundings and listen to silence talking. Locked in my own room, confined my 4 walls. Actually, silence don't talk, that's my heart having a conversation with my mind. When it gets increasingly noisy, there comes my headache. I hate noise, not noisy music though.

Who says sky must be blue? My piece of sky isn't.

Speaks of someone's life. What about your life? How will it look in freeze frames? I don't think I have that many freeze frames to make into a mosaic. Not that many epic moments that I could think of. I mean they are good, but never good enough to last in your sea of memories.


Paper cranes. They say 999 makes a wish come true? Have you tried? I tried 99 and gave up. Never quite came true anyway. Perhaps half. Happiness that I wasn't part of.


Well, I don't know about you but, I always thought of the dog as a symbol of loyalty. So I guess whenever a question is asked about animals, dogs' be my first pick. That day, I saw this dog in my lift and somehow it manage to find its way back to where it stayed. Damn cute! Well, this picture, the light on the dog, I don't know what it means. If light stands for truth, then does that mean the truth in loyalty is merely just a reflection of oneself on the mirror, only one's able to be true to oneself. You look at yourself and realise you can trust no one. I told myself, I want a bungalow in this life, so I could have a pond where I can sit by at night and just listen to the water flow, a backyard, so I could plant my own orchids, so I could have a dog, few stories, so I have a place to put my piano. I always wanted to learn how to play the piano..

The angst is kicking in even before school starts. FML. Time to go back to school tmrw to pick up the pieces of my screwed up life.

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