a·las
   /əˈlæs, əˈlɑs/ Show Spelled[uh-las, uh-lahs]
–interjection
(used as an exclamation to express weariness, sorrow, grief, pity, concern, or apprehension of evil.)

I think I've became weary and tired from all the tuition sessions throughout the whole holiday... Even though it helps, but I think 4-5 times a week is overdone. I mean it's not like you're in school and stuff that you study for a quarter of the day non-stop? It's like traveling to somewhere just to absorb two hours of content which makes it tiring and after tuition, you normally see yourself just sitting in front of the computer not doing anything productive. But I'm glad it's over, which means holidays are really coming to an end. Sigh, this is bad, I haven't did anything that I promised myself that I would do at the start of the holiday.

Double tuition yesterday was crazy cause for the most part of it, I wasn't absorbing anything, partly cause it's been the last lessons of the holidays and I didn't really sleep the previous day. Why can't Mr Chan be my school tutor LOL. Sigh, Clare really screws up my Chem, but I guess I shouldn't blame the teacher, after all I'm suppose to close the gap myself? I've been thinking maybe I choose the wrong school all along. My previous Chem teacher once asked us, "Would you rather be a small fish in a big pond or a big fish in a small pond?" And so it happens that I'm this insignificant fish in this gigantic pond, that I would hardly be noticed. Oh well, get over it ):

Knight and Day was okay. Watchable but not epic, I guess. I think I have really high standards for trailers and such. Or maybe it's just not many types of movies attracts me? Well, I mean if the trailer that contains the most epic scenes from the movie doesn't even capture you, I don't think the movie is worth watching? But I guess sometimes, it's the company that matters(: Which reminds me about Napfa, I need to pass it so we can have our chalet!): I shall work hard so we can gather as for chalet!(:

Why is it that when I want people to ask me out, that no one bothers to and when I just want to stay at home and finally get my rest that everyone keeps asking me out? Sometimes, I get reluctant to go out, maybe because of tuition, that I've been going out almost every single day, well, going out defined as getting out of the house, of course. I.. haven't met anyone from my class since the start of the holidays. I think I'm like some detached hermit from my class already. Oh well, I guess I'll get over it somehow.

A human can only keep 150 stable relationships.

I think even 50 stable relationships seem hard enough to handle not to mention 3 times of it. I mean you only have 24hours a day, 7 days a week and 30 days per month. You have to put aside time for your own stuff and at the same time maintain these relationships. Then, there's this group of people who seems to be more important in your life as compared to others, so you'll tend to spend more time with them. I don't think I feel that close to anyone yet. Or maybe once, but I guess definitely not now.

6906) Sometimes it feels like it’s because I don’t deserve to be loved in return, I never got my forever after.