I think Secondhand Serenade describes my mood pretty well now.



Maybe it's just me, your calm, hard face made me wish I was never brought into this place and I was wasting all my life thinking of you. But won't you turn around? Turn around and fix your eye in my direction so there's a connection. I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention. And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home. Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping, I listen to your breathing, amazed.

2 papers are over. I don't really know how to feel but maybe slightly disappointed when I actually know how to do some of them yet didn't do it. Well, get over it already. These few days, I've been getting scared by myself because somehow when I go at full steam, my mind's active like crazy and I can't seem to stop to even rest or sleep until moments later. I think I'm near the edge of insanity. which is BAD, BAD, BAD.

Today, I went into the room and someone asked me to give him a hug. I'm like I'm not gay... After repeated asking, I went like I'm still straight. Omg, if you need some affection, go hug a teddy bear or something.-.- Sigh.

I've resorted to studying Chem straight after the papers, only ending up here listening to Secondhand Serenade and studying the wrong kind of Chemistry.

Labels: Chemistry