Early in the morning talk about life and whatnots is enough to set the depressing atmosphere into the cage albeit there are still people aspiring to be a _____. I was made to swear to high secrecy because there's high competitiveness in that job.

During a conversation with a man-woman,
"Stop spinning my bottle like a tornado!"
*man-woman snatches the bottle*
"OI, no, don't touch my bottle, because you're a man"
-runs around-
-Sprays water-
"Yucks, got your saliva!"
"OMG, spray more, she's scare of water! She's hydrophobic! Go go!"
"Go away Benzene Ring!"
"ehh, I see why you all don't like her, because phenol is poisonous."
This is what too much studying does to you.
hahaha, love my class sometimes, even though I keep adopting this love-hate relationship with them.

I read an extract on handwriting analysis. It's just plain weird how you can tell someone's personality from handwriting, albeit for the most of it, it's true.

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To hope is to risk pain.
To try is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.

I beg to differ. To risk is to put yourself in such a position whereby you put yourself in danger, physically or emotionally. Well, I mean take an analogy for example. If you see someone whose going to get knocked down by a car and you could potentially risk your life to save that person, but at the expense of your life, would you go and save him/her? Well, actually for me it depends on who the person is. But seriously, killing yourself over someone, is it all worth it? So what's the point of risking in the first place if your answer to that rhetorical question is the norm?

Sometimes people feel so sad and they keep telling me they're okay and it just makes me don't know what to say to them. I very much want to say cheer up bald head but... Sigh I know it just doesn't help. You know someone can create like some humor injecting pill or something so I can actually know how to cheer people up. I want to see people smile. D:

I'm glad the j1s got over the mancrush thing. But someone just said I looked cute when I just woke up from my sleep, wtf. Sigh the thing is my mum said the same thing, partly cause I was feeling all insecure and holding the bear to tightly to myself like a child. I think when one's sleeping, it's when one's most vulnerable moments because there just don't seem to be any kind of defence already in place to deter anything. There aren't any restrains or whatsoever. I guess that's when you are truly yourself.

Sometimes, I write things I don't even understand what I'm writing. Writing in code can be fun because no one seems to understand apart from you but as time goes by you forgot what that means. In a way, it's good I guess cause it's a way you can make yourself forget about things. After all, things written in code aren't exactly the most glorious things to gloat about, it's mostly cause you can't tell anyone or don't have anyone to tell to.

After all.. love is all about timing..If you don’t say the right thing at the right moment no matter how much fate was involved in the relationship, everything will be ruined. Even if you regret it, it’ll be too late.

I guess my time just isn't up yet. There's no point in chasing over something that
doesn't belong to you. That's when I kind of realised that love comes to you, you don't really have to go around chasing after it. Most of the time, it doesn't help anyway.


Humans are such destructive creatures. They cause things to be beautiful yet they cause them to turn so ugly. It seems as though they want to control everything and anything but yet still wanting to maintain it's beauty and whatnots. Beautiful things really do break hearts. Like today, I was feigning ignorance and sometimes it feels so heartrending to even try.



I was about to let go, but I realised there's nothing to hold on to being with. I love this picture.

There are two AQs waiting for me and 3 Lit forum posts, that's a total of 5 pieces of homework, not to mention there's still Chem tut which I haven't touch. Tuition waiting for me on Tues and Wed, Chem SPA on Thrus and Tuition again on Fri. Stingrays from Malay store is nice(Y) I might suffer from mercury poisoning soon. I love my life.

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