2 days ago, soldering was massive stoning, looking out of the windows, oh it's raining, time to connect with the rain. But obviously rudely interrupted by the j1s, listening to song that reminds me of someone.

Sometimes, the juniors really drive me crazy to the point I feel like saying I give up on you people and just want to concentrate on those that really are interested in making things happen. I thought through about it and have a rough idea of who's going to take over me and the QM sub-comm. Although if they were to change for the better, I might change, but you know I really don't trust anyone who could suddenly change, just cause they realised they were after the positions. I mean if they could change to be more 'hardworking', they could also change back to a slack state after we leave and I guess then it would leave the cca in a very bad state.

Despite so, thanks MRC for celebrating my birthday along with Kenneth's :D All the ' Zhi Hua, can you go toilet with me?' omg-.-... Sigh, that was just wrong. The card was pretty humor-inducing and well made me felt as though all these were worth it. I made a wish that day though it may very well not happen but I shall just hope for the best.

Irony of the day.
"Zhi Hua, why you look so blur everytime?"
"Yeah lurh."

"But I'm not."

"That's true."

That brings me to my point which people like to judge by their looks and soon after realise that it totally contradicts what's within them. And isn't that what most people always does, subconsciously? Somehow, they don't treasure the people in their life until their gone. Like they take them for granted.

Irony of the day 2.
Demure guy liked provocative girl.

And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.

Not really cry, but when I yawn, the tears couldn't stop. They flood even before sadness overflows.

Today was such high-low that I couldn't possibly know what I'm doing anymore. And I kept telling my classmates 'This is what insufficient sleep does to you.' Like one moment, I was really high, trying to suan my classmates, yet the next moment I find myself, sitting at one corner just keeping quiet, zoning out, thinking about stuff that very well doesn't help much because the more you think about it, the more you get confused on whether it was all worthy of even thinking.

Basketball was intense. Run and bang and up and down you go. I'm damn fail at shooting (I shot 10 times and none went in). But I'm always the only one that's creating space D: And now my legs are screaming T.T Napfa's coming and I'm in nowhere near the state where I'm going to pass (I should have been born on like 31st Dec or something).

If you listen to a girl’s favorite songs, you’ll hear everything her mouth wont say, but her heart wants to.

I want to hear your favorite songs.


But we forget that we were the ones who made it happen.

Someone once told me feelings that go unnoticed aren't worth your efforts.

Labels: Affection, high-low