Belief
As much as I would like to believe that one cannot not do without somebody, the matter of fact is that no one can do without anybody. As sad as it sounds, it's true. Like most of us'd think that, without somebody, we can't carry on with our lives, but when it does really happen that that person disappeared from your life, you realised that life moves on, everything else pretty much moves, the earth keeps moving, the morning sun rises and the evening sun sets, the moon lights the starry sky at night, time moves. That is maybe why I don't believe in a 100% dependency of someone on another, unlike in the past. I used to think there are certain people in your life that you can't do without, but I think as time passes, reality reveals otherwise.

Want
The irony of it all is that even though I don't believe in dependency on another, but there is a constant want to. But in life there are so many wants, yet there's a limit circumstances have to put you in such that you can't do anything about it, but just wanting it. I think wants in my life exist far and few, at least materialistic, tangible wants. But there's many intangible wants. Maybe, it's because my needs are well provided for from young and that there isn't much other things that I actually need for my survival. Yet, because of that, my tangible wants are being fulfilled, leaving myself to provide for my own intangible wants.

My heart pounds when I see you, I get nervous when you talk to me, and I can’t help but carelessly smile when I relive our conversations. What is this supposed to mean?

And every time you come closer, my heart skipped a beat.

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