Relient K - Be My Escape

I’ve given up, I’m giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last call that You mentioned is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up I’m doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You

I like this song :D I need a escape from all theseeeeeeeeee! Like reallyyyy. )): I'm kinda hooked onto Relient K's song and I finally managed to listen to Leona Lewis's Echo Album!!! T-T There hasn't been much happening in the past week partly because it's like a three day week. Let's see, the j1s have came in. SKWs are here -inserts evil grin-. Though I don't think we will end up treating them as SKWs anyways. Dylan was telling me that I should terkan the j1s just cause I'm j2 (he was from NCC you see). All in all, I wouldn't want them to suffer like I did. Like I hope whatever happened to me won't happen to them. Hmm, that's all I hoped for, actually.

On a side note, History/SS taught me that people should view at things objectively and not subjectively and that actually means we have to look at both side of the issue, well I meant AT LEAST consider it. And I actually kinda can't stand it when people becomes narrow-minded and that leaves me wondering what history/SS has taught them. Actually that would include fangirling (which I think I'm gonna get flamed at this point in time), but honestly I don't care.

Econs test was fucked. Only recently I've been using explicit languages continously, partly due to people and things going on.

I keep sleeping on weekends, to the point when I set the alarm at 6am (hoping to do some work), but ends up waking up at 12pm.

Of course the week didn't went as smoothly as I thought it would. But someone really made my day yesterday despite myself having to stay at home on both days of the weekend and study.

Labels: Chloe, Weekend