Monday, November 9, 2009
You're Alone.
Even in the midst of preparing for my PW A levels tmrw, i'm worrying for my Robotics juniors. What more can i say?I never let go of things easily. It's been 1 year already and inevitably, i'm still worrying for them. please, brace up, how long more do you all want me to worry for you all?
If I trip, will you encourage me to stand up again? If I'm sad, will you try your best to cheer me up once again? If I fall, will you be there for me? If I lose it all, will i know that at the very least, I still have you? Do you ever say I do. Note to self: No matter how much I may feel like I can't take another bit of PW, i'm fighting this alone, no one will possibly appear and help me, encourage me, so Zhi Hua, you better wake up your idea. No matter how much I feel despair and like the world is crashing upon me, there's no one i can turn to. I'll just have to face this alone. It's a long battle, a long night, and absolutely no one's gonna wake up in the middle of their sleep and tell you, stop crying. When i didn't have the sun, at least i had stars, but now, it's a dark sky in front of me. What more should i say? What more should i do? When i say go, i never ever meant away. |