Sometimes, Most the time, I think I'm dam fail. Days without you, I just kept trying not to staring at the phone, hoping that there'd be a msg or two from you. Then again, I was listening to the music, and thinking that I heard the ringtone for my sms (even though there weren't exactly any.) And then there was a call early in the morning which disrupted my sleep. The first thing i opened my eyes, I was hoping once again it was you who called, but no it's fucking Singtel who asked for my mother's number, fml. And everytime, I try to play a game or two, I can't help but quitting the full screen game and look stare at my msn screen without fail. Then again, I went to the toilet and runs back to my comp like a clown, thinking that a convo may pop up. Truly enough, it did pop up, but it wasn't you... Once, again i kept refreshing the stupid facebook home page with a special grouping to find out if you had spent sometime on it. And i read allkpop like an addict, hoping that I could forget about some stuff remember what to say when i'm talking to you. And last of all, a cold afternoon like this is best for?.. Sleeping. Haven't have a proper nap in a long time now. And before I left for my nap, I just left my comp on. Well, i think by now you guessed what it's for. And trying to forget everything in the world as i sleep dream about you. And worse of it all, fuck, i woke up crying.
You don't matter much, who am i trying to kid.

Sometimes, I stared at my phone too much.for my own good.

Labels: Dreaming, Thinking, You