I've been sick since ytd. All of a sudden in the middle of the day, i felt really cold on the outside and warm on the inside - symptoms of an impending cold. Took my temp, was only 37.2. So i decided to go for the leadership module thing. At the end of the module my temp was like 37.7.. Anw, sry Guin D: She kept trying to cheer me up, but i guess i was really sick, terribly and dun feel like talking, dun feel like doing anything, so i dun mean it to dao you ):

For a moment, i thought, if i'd gotten H1N1, would i've died? And the feeling of like suddenly being gone from the face of the earth is just empty beyond description. Like what have you been working for over the past years of your life, just gone. How fragile things are, in this case life. Not to mentioned other intangible things that comes along with life. Feelings, relationships, friendships or even kinship. Hmm, when you realised you can't depend on any of those to keep you going, you just feel tired and sometimes give way to whatever that lies ahead. Tired is not the word to describe this, but despair.

Woke up this morning. Felt warm and didn't feel like getting up at all, so i guess i'll just pon school.. Rotted the whole day away.. Well can't help it, i can't think straight with drowsy medicine.. There goes my i'm gonna study no matter what. Oh yeah and i got randomly addicted to sunset glow by big bang :x And i've been singing it for the whole day (or at least attempting to).. I think i should stop before i lose my voice for tmrw's event..

Sometimes, you often ask yourself why do you care when other people don't. And the answer is because you don't really want to upset certain people.

Bleh, my week haven't been very exciting. So i guess i'll just stop here.

My thoughts flow, that's when my feelings grow.
And the faint hope is growing, when the sunset is glowing.

Labels: Sunset