These few days i've made lots of people worried. And without me knowing, i've added more burdens to some people. But to all these people, gomenasai! I've been focusing on myself too much recently to even take a good look around the surroundings and realise what's happening all along. The amount of care and concern these people gave was immerse and i really really really really really really really REALLY appreciate it. I would not have been what i am now if not for them so arigatou gozaiyimas!

What could i say? Yesterday was handover. Results were kinda of expected. Made the QM-sub comm. Well, disappointment is inevitable, but at least i think i was prepared for it. If i weren't, i'd be in much worser state yesterday, probably somewhere along the lines on what happened on Mon. I just feel my commitment was thrown into the dustbin -____-" Erm, wells looking at it positively (though on the inside i think it's more of the opposite), i could scold the people when they -cough cough- misplace the equipments. And i'm working for WQ, so i guess it won't be as bad as the other sub comm. Very suggestive.

Gtg for lessons. Blogging in school for the first time even though i'm not in the mood to. Oh wells. Just an event that might have changed my life.

To be continued. Perhaps.

Labels: Disappointment