Monday, June 22, 2009
Incoherent Thoughts.
I've been reading back on my previous posts.. Like a year back or so.. I realised it's embarassing how i used to put my life across and even much more emotional than myself right now. But i'm slowly changing :D And i can't even bear to read finish what i've written last time haha. I guess i'm the kind that doesn't like to read back what i've written, even in exams, my essays and stuff. That's why my teachers always screamed at me for having lots and lots of grammar mistakes ;x
I can't seem to understand extroverts. Because on the outside they looked really happy but actually on the inside, they're just another of us. I can't seem to able to comprehend them anymore, like i used to try doing so but now, really.. After i gone through a case study of someone, it doesn't seem to be the way i actually thought of them as. It's a totally different thing deep down. I wanna understand more people, like really, though i don't know why, but i guess during a certain point in my life i actually wanna be a social worker, like councillor/psychologist/psychiatrist. Just someone that one could talk to. I'm weird, i know. It's not like i've got high and lofty aspirations but still... And R, you should stop the *piang* sound from now on, it's like "affecting my performance",-cough cough-, inside joke :D Erh and yes i went out with wq on Sat.. Sheesh, we've been going out too much. Time to start studying. Anw, it was cause he needed to get a present for his father for fathers' day.. I settled mine already so yeah, since i promised someone that i'd go out with him, i should just keep my promise, even at the cost of my terms results -cough cough-. So in the end we shopped for clothes. And talked for like 2 hrs++? at macs. Woah, shit i've been telling too much of my childhood days D: It's like embarrassing ttm. And scandalous too, now that he mentioned. When i was a boy.. hahahha. I can't seem to bother about certain things anymore. Woah like the best, dun think, dun care, dun even talk about them anymore... Whee i love this attitude, not. The fact is, i can't seem to not think about it for a moment, not care,or talk about them anymore, cause i know i'm not like those who doesn't give a shit. Nevermind, i'll push on, see what i can do, see what i can think of and how it all goes i guess. +++++++++++++++++++++++ Positivity will keep me going, right..-.- Woah and yes, there was OG outing like last Thrus. Woot, i think i stoned, and stoned and stoned more cause someone doesn't seem to be happy with me :D Anw Happy Birthday Andrea :D This post is pretty random, and without fail, it's not suppose to make sense, not even this sentence. Il n'y a qu'un bonheur dans la vie, c'est d'aimer et d'être aimer. Labels: Incoherent |