On some days, u just need to do somethings like now i just need to blog for some strange reason, one way or another. It's just like the wonderful way that thoughts actually manage to make you reflect about your own life ; It just comes naturally. Somehow, it's also quite sad to force something that's not meant to be out.

Sat, went to school for Swim Meet and History Symposium.. We basically slacked our time away just by sitting there and facebook-ing haha=__= Cause apparently the PE teachers can manage the sound on their own.. So we were like kinda of extra. And luckily i got MRC duty :D Cause those that were on class duty were suppose to "cheer" for the competitors.. Sounded rather stupid, actually it's just for the atmosphere sake, making it look like a swim meet. Sigh obviously it looks like it's an failed attempt. And they were having song dedication somehow, *wonders whether need pay* x.x"
So there were songs like Apologise.. And it was like so funny cause when it was my turn to check out the swim meet set up, i sat with my class. Apparently, no one felt like talking to me, so i stoned, and stoned and stoned, till about 10minutes later then i was suppose to go back then, but thing is i heard tongue tied and so i decided to stay till the song ends, then guess what they next thing when i left, it was apologize haha, made me wanted to just stone there throughout the whole thing can!=_= And that sat was gone. I stayed till 5pm and dropped dead when i reach home. Something unpleasant happened which i shalln't mention. Knocked out from 6pm till 8am the next day.

Woke up, trying to finish my homework which i obviously failed terribly. Somehow emotional thoughts keep becoming the food for my mind and soul for the whole day. But that's besides the point. Having emotional thoughts doesn't deem you to be emo isn't it? Sometimes when people judge me through my blog i feel like asking them to just shut up, since it's just a form of writing that showed what i wanted to say. It simply doesn't reflect me. If things are so simply to such a level a blog could reflect a person's personality, i guess the world probably might have already fallen. "If I have a girlfriend, the sky might fall.","Don't know whose blog so emo=___=". Thanks a lot lawl.

Yeah, that's my weekend, burnt.

Back to school wasn't too bad to adapt back since i only missed one day of school - Sun. Actually i wouldn't even mind renting a hostel in school and sleep, i mean that is even if there's one and i have the money. It doesn't make sense to make your house just a place you can sleep. Since u can pretty much do anything else in sch. Anyway, morning Chapel was damn screwed. The stuff weren't set up on time i guess and we got screwed rather badly=__= Never mind at least i tried. Somehow, i'm always doing duty ALONE, just like today, i'm at Stage right alone once again, until i decided that i should not make the powerpoint show, then someone came to my rescue. I didn't do that on purpose okay-.-" I woke up at 5 and at that time after all the sweating i was like zombified already.

The next thing u know after this episode of tragedy happened, the LT 4 totally can't work, i meant the power supply was off for some reason or another. I blame the CB Paul Quiz haha, since it'd prob be the root cause. Yes i was going like, if the teacher's gonna call for MRC member and i screw up i think i'm gonna write on fmylife.com. Apparently the teacher trusted the other TA guy more than us so she decided to call him instead. I guess another tragedy was prevented.

On a happier note, i got back my MBTI, and it has all kinds of funny stuff in it, but i think what they wrote was 95% true about me. Though it's just a general profile for ISFP(at first i thought was INFP), somehow it fits me. Losing an important relationship could be detrimental to me. From what i remember, i almost killed myself when that last happen near the 'O' levels period. It just comes to show how true the thing is. I mean there are other true things but this is the slightly prominient one. Last time i remember myself doing the same thing on Facebook, and i think i got INTJ.. I guess i changed over time. I meant my personality. Esp. after that incident. I guess as you go through more you grow. So do your personality. And they say i can consider Nursing=__= wth?.. I look like a nurse?:o zomg. A clerical supervisor? A Law Enforcer?... All doesn't even come near to what i dreamt about doing.

I'm sorry to whoever that I didn't say Hi to since i pretty much walked around like a zombie, after the morning chapel. Though i remember saying Hi to some, or probably You didn't see. But i did okay![; I guess i'm having that steady kind of feeling already, not like that of a rabbit that just goes at a burstling speed at the sight of Carrot (You). Cause i know it ain't infatuation :S Hopefully, it doesn't turn out unrequited ever again.

I'm always underrating myself according to the MBTI, maybe it's time for a change. For a brighter future, i must. CHANGE!

My emotions are just like the roller coaster, having it's ups and downs. Because of you. No, i wasn't refering to you, yes, You, yes yes You.**

**you/You refers to different people.

Labels: Change, Facebook, MBTI, Weekend