It's 1 am the next day that i'm blogging now. It makes no sense what so ever to be doing so at this hour.. Oh well, i don't think i'm gonna run through what's been happening the whole day cause i'm not in the mood to.

Morning, i just got smack in the face, not literally, when someone said the sound is terrible..-.-"

Maths test was crazy. Totally can't think straight. Result of that = Lack of time to finish. Pretty helpless for the first time

And woah the chinese teacher today went into a rage like first time. I think his pretty pissed with our class. Actually i think almost every teacher is, for some strange reason or another, just cause we are noisy apparently. I should start siting at the front so i can pay better attention, but it's always good to be at the back when you didn't do your assignments (:

I almost lost a friend over the weekend, but i'm glad his alive, still the thought of him being dead would be melodramatic. Just wanna say, no you'll be fine, and no matter what you faced, just remember you're not alone, of course, there's still someone else there for you but i'm always there to help. You just have to ask.

I've locked my emotional self away, hoping that it would never reveal itself again. But when i tried my best to keep it hidden, it tries to break free from me, and so i struggle to keep it locked, but still often i failed. I just felt like letting it out. Anything that i felt, to the people that i really want to tell. But somehow, i'm afraid, afraid that it might not work out again. It's just this negativity that holds me back but all i can say is keep holding on. Or maybe this might just help - The sweetest suicide.

No, i'm still here, cause i wanna see your face whenever my mind's awaken. I don't need anything for my birthday present, cause i just need you. But still that is if you even knew about my existence, my existence in your life. I doubt it'll be made known anytime soon, but still i try to hope, hoping that You might know that i feel for You. Many failed to understand what i want is just something that can't be bought with money or gifts. It's this love/infatuation that i'm feeling right now that i know it's all that really matters. And that's what i really wanted.

Labels: Emotional