I really don't know how to react to certain situations. Somehow i always screw them up in one way or another. Perhaps, this is what, what's stopping me from doing things that i once failed in. To be exact, everyone fails, so do i. Although i know that very fact that everyone isn't perfect, but still i'm not able to accept the idea that i can't be perfect, that i can't do anything wrong, as in i shouldn't? For example, being initiative is something in which i fail terribly at. And 'Terribly' has been appearing in almsot every blog post that i made.. I should abolish such a use of a negative word anymore, so that at least i leave some positive in me.

I like white, but ironically, i'm negative. White's suppose to mean some positivity in me, but it seems however, situations just prevents me from being so.

Cut my hair today and now i look like cock-__- Literally. haha nvm, it will grow back.

Been chionging all the due homework and tests and stuff today. Haven't have a really good rest. I really want a good rest, a good weekend without any worries or whatsoever.
But it just seemed so impossible now. Weighing on my mind is a whole list of things to do and my feelings. I think the feelings part weighed more.
And i finally finish my PI, hopefully dun get rejected just like how my first got.(Signs of negativity again)

And tmrw's Chapel! It's time to get to work again and i hope i will not screw up do well!(:

That's all, time to go to bed though i didn't really finish my chinese composition, but that's besides the point cause i'm really drained.

I wish i know what's gonna happen in the future, cause if so, then i wouldn't need to be scare of making decisions that would affect my life, or maybe even other people's life, just like yours. I hope to enter your life, but i just can't. What's wrong?Just what.

Labels: Negativity, Weekend, Wrong