I went to eat Seoul Garden yesterday. After that i went to popular and then i went around looking at some CDs, mainly to see what nice songs are there. Then i saw this album by Leah Dizon with really nice photo shots as the album cover so i was like attracted, thinking that i might find some good songs there. So i went home trying to search her name on Youtube then i saw some -not so nice stuff- about her so yeah. And the songs weren't that nice either. So yeah i was kinda of disappointed. Well i guess this just comes to show that we should not judge something just based on it's cover and stuff.

Just today i overheard a conversation.
A: Ehh i think 'C' mugger sia. 'C' did all the homework and stuff even the worse slack subject econs you know!
B: Ya lorh ya lorh, 'D' also leh, 'D' like way a head of us, 'D' did maths tut 3,4 when we still at 2. omg and 'A' got like training almost everyday.

Me who was standing there listening, i didn't feel like commenting. What rights do u have to call people mugger just cause you are jealous trying to put down others for making yourself better for not doing work? Otherwise,putting myself in this A and B person, the only reason i could see them doing this is cause they feel that everyone should be like them and not do their tutorials, basically just act as though you can't be bothered. Sigh, this indeed is what the book really contains. The cover no matter how beautifully done, i doubt it will ever attract me again.

It's been rather a long day too,idk why, but likely due to the fact that there's chapel today. Chapel meant tons of work to do beforehand. Last time when i was still siting down there on the chair, i thought setting up the stuff are like so easy, just plug this into this and stuff, now that i'm in it myself, i realised it's a different thing altogether. It's like it is never how it seems. On a side note, i guess it's the nature of the lectures and stuff that made it so cause there were so much information to be absorbed if only i were 100% efficient. Unfortunately i'm not duh? My class is like weird.. Everyone's been like so happy throughout the day lurh. Then i'm like damn low canxz=_=

What if.. I decided to let go of the past.
What if.. I did so just so that she would be free.
What if.. I had a change of mind.
What if.. I fell again.In Love.
Not with her.
What if.. It's just infautation that i'm feeling.
What if.. It's unrequited again.
What if.. it goes on..

I dun wan to walk this journey alone..

Labels: Journey, Reasoning