This picture is so sweet ;x *sugar rush*

Hmm, haven't been blogging proper cause i'm either too tired or dun have the time esp. trying to cope with JC life=__= In the midst of the busy schedule i have, i tried to find time to reflect, but often i end up in a daze or sleeping on my textbooks! I've NEVER slept on textbooks until recently, it's like inevitable. When you are totally worn out, that's it. Rest and nothing else.

There's been events every now and then, so my time is pretty occupied. This i guess is perhaps good for me, for me to not start thinking about the unncessary. Absorbing myself into the activities that packed like sardines. Somehow i feel the more i write on, the more it sounded like a formal essay.-.-..

The March holidays are horrible. It's like no diff from normal school days. Going out on Mon, SGC on Wed, MRC camp on Thrus and Fri, Class outing on Sat. What am i left with? Tues and Sun. Must as well not have the "break". The past month in jc felt like a year, nonetheless, i predict for the next 12+9 months will be a total of 21 years for me. Orh wells, think of the bright side of lfieeeeeeeee, I'll be numb to it just like how i'm insensitive of almost everything.

CCA's fun, i guess and that's what kept me looking forward to the next morning. At least a source of motivation for me. And i'm lovin' Lit... At least, for now, since it's like no stress at all and it's interesting how you read deeply into poems and stuff :D Though i'm supposed to go for make-up lesson today, i never complained haha. Probably cause i like the subject.

I get occurences whereby i'm constantly reminded of her. Hmm, I tried to make myself busy by getting into 2 ccas and stuff, but still, it seems to fail me. Drifting away in lectures, switching off. I think i seriously need to do some recording. Esp. during math lectures. JC maths is no longer the i dunnid to study can score type. It really boils down to revising for the piece of work being taught at the end of the day. Something in which i find it hard to do and doesn't like to do...

I've got no time to think about the nitty bitty bits already, no time to pause and consider other's feelings, no time to even stop whatever's stopping me.

What's been saddening you, what're you regretting about? Is it the subject combin or isit cca, or maybe even something personal. I stopped to think about you. What abt you?

I'm just like my favourite colour - white.

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