For the last time i hope she did never ever scream at me again but i doubt this kind thing thing would stop happening.. yes, it's my mum. Screw it, how much do she understand about jobs, part time jobs in particular. She didn't even know the basic requirement of applying for a part time job, the ugly side of humanity-Certs. The thing now is what's with me is only this that the society deems uselss.. This piece of cert a p6 PSLE cert, which i think have been effectively eliminated from the requirements for a job to be exact any. Or maybe a constrcution worker would do fine for such a person with such a certain qualifications.

But the thing now is no for the fact that she wants me to work, but it's for the fact that she doesn't even seem to understand what's in my world... What that truly i have felt over the years, esp. in the course of this 4 years. It may seem ridiculous that a mum wouldn't even understand the simple world of a teenager- a stage she very well have went through.. And however, she claims that just course i dun understand the world of a grown up adult. Whichever it is, it's not about knowing it's about understanding.Perhaps often people mistaken this 2 simple meanings of the word. Understanding a subject matter is totally different from knowing it. As it seems, knowing it is only brushing against the surface of the subject matter, but understanding it is more of in-depth knowing. Precisely the case, she thought that she understood me very well, something in which i wouldn't confirm, but one thing i know is, there's just too many things she doesn't know. Just too many.. This 4 years i guess have been the most painful years in my life, at least up till know, though i very much expected this perception to change. Orh wells, what to say, or rather what to do. Somehow the more i write the more i dun seem to understand what i'm writing but well, that's what my first instinct tells to to type. My very first instinct, come to think of it i always thought through many things before i say, type or do anything, why am i suddenly doing things out of impulse, i seriously have no idea.Suddenly i dun feel like continuing, well tat's for now.

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