" A Diamond is beautiful because of it's flaws".

Orh wells, quoted from Mr Tan from his emotional farewell speech. He said we shouldn't write anything about whatever he said, so i'm gonna shut my gap but still at least a quote isn't too much eh?.. Everyone is imperfect and we should love it! But still, i just wanna say that erm, yw, you are imperfect in your ways though i'm not very in the much in a position to judge who you are. But still is your this imperfect-ness that makes you unique. Even if you are chor lor, it has it's own beauty isn't it? Whatever, i'm just trying to say that any diamond has flaws and that this flaws made them special, not like if every single diamond doesn't contain any flaw at all, it's just flawless diamonds upon flawless diamonds, doesn't really differentiate one from another, just like people.

Besides the thing about diamond is that before we found out the true fact about diamond, we have this naive thinking that diamond is so beautiful isn't it?huh. Like, it's shiny and all and it stands out above all jewellery. But ends up when we went on to upper sec, then we realise actually diamonds are made up of carbon compressed. Then we realised actually it isn't that attractive afterall. It goes the same way for people isn't it? When you look at the surface, it looks really nice at the first look but when you find out the deep within you realise the simplistic truth. The truth and the truth and nothing but the truth. Okay larh i meant the simplest unit of state of thinking that they have. Orh wells, if you understood wad i meant.

And and i'm not going commit suicide, i wouldn't want to end up like that girl.. Erm if you know who i'm talking about. Just that i feel like my life has no longer the meaning to live on.. I mean you don't like me and we aren't friends but i still can continue to like you isn't it? It's the thoughts that count(: Haha, so silly of me. Trapped.

I just wanna take a photo with you, as a memory... Is that too much to ask of you?

-inconsolable

Labels: Farewell