Just finished watching 不能说的秘密... It's a movie by Jay Chou x.x... I'm inspired to type as fast as he plays the piano! lolx;x No larh, it's just that the story is soooo touching that i've to mention it;x urh, it talks about a girl who this jay met.. Then they started liking each other and the girl actually travelled through time-20 years to meet jay... And yeah it was only when no one had trusted that she actually could travel through time and met a guy whom she loves deeply that she starts crying after seeing jay with another girl.. Then she wrote on the table just before she dies “我是小雨，我爱你，你爱我吗？“ and since this is written 20years before jay's time, it appeared on the table 20 years later... At that very moment, she collapsed and died due to asthma.. Kinda of sad cos she died of overgrief as she found herself no longer having the reason to live on ( since Jay's with another girl, apparently his not!=.=)... Yeah so in order to travel through time, he have to play a piece called "secret" on a piano in the piano room. However, the thing is he did not realise all these until his father told him abt xiao yu who lived 20 years ago.. So by then he realises everything, the piano room was about to be torn down, so he rushes there and then orh wells i shouldn't say everything ;x Yeah, it's dam touching lurh==

But still, come to think of it, if even the closest person doesn't seem to trust you, who more would trust you.. I want to be a person you can trust, you can count on, hopefully for the rest of our lives.. Somehow, i'm always reminded of the days left in school.. Constantly... Today, there's like few people who asked me to stay back to study... For the sake of somebody.. But i didn't want to, and luckily i didn't cause i just realised she didn't go to school today, sigh, wth. Anw, our class got like 10 ppl didn't go, bet at least 3/4 all pon one.. LOL, cause i think our maths teacher says " if you think you can't study in school, must well don't come to school."
It's like so encouraging for us to not come school since he is always the one who throws us the most amount of homework isn't it?

Besides, someone asked me something.. A delimma, cos this person is stuck between going for 1 out of the 2 persons and whether this person should do it or not.. Besides it's O lvls now, so i told this person that i think should wait till everything it's over, but still if it's someone in school you liked then perhaps, you should at least tell the person, you know?.. Before everything's too late.. Yes, don't ever repeat the mistakes that i made, for not cherishing the chances i always had, or rather once had.. Now it's all too late... I don't know what to do...


A shoulder to lean on when you're in need. I will be that one.

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