It's nearly 11pm that i started to post this post.. It's 70++-th post.. Reflecting upon the past, it's just.. i can't believe i even bothered keeping this blog alive ;x

It's been days wasted over the last 3-4days... Haven't really get into studying.. Cause i'm distracted distracted and DISTRACTED == Orh wells, but it's myself who got myself willing to be distracted that i am distracted.. Orh wells, posts at night doesn't make much sense ;x Better keep up with the homeworks before i get lost like a lost sheep..

Yeah, and i'm a lost sheep in relationships.. I get lost easily, unable to see the direction i'm heading towards... Time will heal all wounds? Time will do the job? If so we wouldn't be still talking about all this now, i wouldn't be vexed over the unneccessary... Everything would have been fine when i first decided to give you up last yr. Until i have to find Chloe to tell her about my destress Yeah, give up will you, u stubborn flower, weak and useless, blown away easily by the wind. And now that chloe mentions it, i remembered suddenly why didn't i ask? What made you change your mind from a "dunno" to a "no, i don't"? isit because i force you to give a yes or no, or was it just because you meant it...If you really meant it, you wouldn't have to wait till now to say it... Or was it just cause you don't want to hurt me? It really makes me wonder why.. Alright it's late already, post again later on, maybe tmrw.

I will never let you go, still i dunno when it's never...

Labels: Chloe, Confusion