I dunno why whenever i look her in the eyes, she always seem so skeptical... Like as though when i see her, she will quickly turn away from me... Just what's wrong with me?): Did i really caused so much awkwardness?... Somehow, there's always this unspoken, invisible barrier between us, it's like as though we were just right around each other and yet we are so far apart... There isn't much time left.. What should i do? After this holidays, it's left with 3-4 weeks before our study leaves, i don't wanna GO ON STUDY LEAVE!!!>< I just can't stand it when i kept thinking about her and i can't do a shit.. *I drew my sword and fought but yet i realised that it's still rusty=.=* i can't guess what's she thinking, or probably she told me how she was thinking already... * I nid a little more luck and little bit~... Perharps all these entries will serve as a memory for me, but no i dun wan all these to jus be memories... I want it to be reality... Anw, talking about rust, I had Chem and Amaths... Amaths totally stunned me=___= i stared at the first 2 qns for the first whole 30mins when i normally could have done it in less than half the time... Sigh.. but Chem was okay with much careless mistakes all around, probably due to my short term memory i always have... I'm old D: lol.

Orh yeah, recently i heard one of my ex-classmate got Passed for Orals and LC 'O' lvl and got an A1... This guy earned my respect..lol. So to all those who got a pass, it's still possible to get an A1, don't lose hope ^^

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