Tongue Tied
Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

I dunno why everytime i see you, i just get stuck and words won't fit... I get tongue tied and need a little good luck to get me by... I've so much to say but yet i can't say anything. Maybe if i don't have that kind of feeling towards you, it would have been easier... Why can't you just try to be nicer to me, at least don't try to make me give up... Saying terrible things doesn't help a single bit... cause i've heard too much... Why can't you just say some nice things?): Orh yar and i listened to Tongue tied for like 50 times ytd, I am crazzzzzzy over it=X Uploaded it too on my blog(:

Anyway, i had a weird dream yesterday... Like i saw her receiving some prize for S.S(Geo)... Then i wave and she ignored and her friends all laughing...lol..-__- Ended up she wanted to talk to me but Mr Choy stopped her..x.x So weird... Then i told her about it... And she said dreams are opposites of what's happening in realife, so she won't receive any prize and i won't wave to her... I was like Sigh-.-... And i was thinking i'm rather anxious about my 'o' levels results the next day, can't you say something nicer?==

The next day arrived just so abruptly... And i've been getting butterflies in my stomach ever since morning devotions... I received my results... Wj was like u got Merit for your Orals+LC, he too then yang jun Distinction... Then i was like gg, no A1 already-.-... Somehow when i went up, i saw an A1 with a merit beside... Like wtf..and ppl are saying i emo too much thru my compo so i made the examiner cry and blah blah...Like no ways! Cause i wrote bao zhang bao dao, how the hell am i gonna make the examiners cry when my compo is only based on some service crap?=.=... Anw the merit did gave me a scare cause my CL teacher said, it's hard to get an A1 with a merit.. Guess i can't speak well at all... Totally screwed up my oral.

The whole day just went past, with me feeling rather sad): Cause it doesn't matter what grades i got, i just want her to say more encouraging things, to share my joy and tears (if any), then even if i've gotten a C6, it doesn't matter. All i nid is just you! to be by my side always>< but sadly, that's just my wishful thinking, my one-sided wish, it wouldn't be fulfiled without you.. At the very least, when you got your A1, i'm happy for you right? Now...It's just.. *sighs* Orh yar, and i heard how she got owned by AS in Geo Class-___- wonder how she's feeling... better call her up.. And yes she got O lvls oral and i didn't noe until like during History...zz.. Anw, all the best! i will be silently praying for you (:


The Bad Guys Lie to get in your pants.. & the Good Guys Lie to get in your heart(: I'm not trying to say i'm 100% good=X but at least in this context yes i guess..><

Labels: I Don't Understand, Pondering, Wish