First of all have to say Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore,lol.. Still remember BT say in Hist class, you got to respect this brilliant old man who made this Small fishing village become such a busting city when his got a lawyer lisence or sth when he could have earned big bucks every month.. That made me seriously wonder who will give up a good salary to serve their countries.. Just how many.. i'm definitely not one of them... I'm not the kind that is like super loyal to my country-.- I mean perharps the culture of my school made it so.. Like people don't even bother to sing the national anthem nor take the bloody pledge, even on national day celebrating that time also heck-.-... orh wells, i became one of them sadly..

8th August, stood in the sun for 2 hrs and then walked for about 40mins, sigh ended up didn't even hold hands and say the pledge together.. What a total failure of this stupid event... Felt like totally wasted my time when i could have made use of this time to just mug for my exam. But after that we went out, haha was like quite fun talking to one another, i mean like just catching up with one another, cause in school like seldom got chance to talk, cos all we do is just work upon work.. And went to shop around for presents, dunno what to get... But ended gotten something.. I'm contradicting myself lol.. Anyway, i don't even have any mood to mug for my exams lorh-.-.. Like up till now i haven't even start the coming S.S exams.... Wtfish... but neverminds, what's gone is gone, what's important is to cherish the times in front of me.

9th August,Had a sms conversation in the night.. cause i met someone in the mrt the day before and that someone said that she admits she is a les-.-... So i ended up asking her thru sms, then she misunderstood, thought i really think she is... Then comes up with 101 reasons to explain... Okay larh, now i know all misunderstanding, just fk that someone who said it=X She say i'm courageous to say those three words, but i felt i ain't... I felt stupid, but well now that i know she didn't think that i'm stupid, at least i felt much better;D contradcting again...><

Is it really impossible?... Just what's so bad about me.. Perharps, my looks a bit the... But.. Orh wells...


To Love is Nothing
To Be Loved is Something
To Love and Be Loved is Everything

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