PE had 2.4 today.. Was expecting some rugby so i could slack. After all, the PE teacher rocked until i feel so "enthu" for PE everytime. Everytime i just wanna sleep in one corner and ask him to !@#$ off.== Sigh, it's like his trying to encourage but yet it seems so ... Anyway, i found that i couldn't get my stamina back no matter how hard i tried and i've been walking for almost the whole 2.4... though that, for the last round i suddenly thought for a moment.. If i couldn't even finish this stupid noob shyt 2.4, who am i to love her? If i can't even endure this, how can i endure more of dejections? So i ran and ran and so much for mind over body, i felt dizzy and almost fainted due to the fact that i kept wanting to vomit somehow. Maybe because i haven't been eating well for as long as i remembered. But at least i took my breakfast, i seriously wonder why. But all along, it's the thought of her that kept me going, maybe to much "mind over body" causes overexahustion, just like how i'm overexhuasted trying to be together with her D: My friends said i looked like a ghost when my face turned pale, should haven't taken a picture because i've never seen myself pale like this before..

I continued believing that we could be together, so i asked her for a talk but orh wells, i guess she didn't see the msg, but what can i do? All i can do is wait and i can say waiting experiences aren't very pleasing to the mind, nor to the soul..


Bubbles of Love, So beautiful, yet fragile, how contradicting..

Labels: I Don't Understand, Love, Weakness