Went market yesterday and then walked around for a while, but anyway that's what i do every weekends, or rather one of day of the weekend. Hmm then i saw this tilapia that costed $2... Then i was thinking, if life were measured in money, how much would i be worth...$1, $2?... I mean it's kinda of sad that a fish's life is worth just $2, all the more i think i should cherish my priceless life.

Anyway, perharps u all are thinking that she the one tyin around with me but no, it isn't her larh-.- i'm like talking about some other people...-____- And today i get ppl like matthew coming up to me saying funny things-.-... Orh well, it doesn't matter now, does it? Misunderstandinds always occur and it doesn't clear up, that's the sickening part of it. Perharps, she misunderstood what i intended to say...


When things are changing all around us and the world seems to move too fast.
Don't forget.
I'll be right beside you.
So when you look ahead to future changes, or think about how the past used to be.
Don't forget to look beside you because that's where you'll find me loving you with all my heart.
That's one thing you can count on that will never change.

All my friend likes to pangsei me T.T All go play games.. Sigh, even wanting to find someone of my age to talk also so hard, what has this world become to.. And then ytd, i texted her asking whether i can call her whenever i NEED someone to talk to but then ended up i could sense some unwillingness here and there with a negative reply. Kinda of disappointed in her, somehow exceptionally... Because it's like she's been refusing it cause she don't want me to get the wrong idea i guess, because she's the last person that i thought i could count on, that would not leave me alone but then i won't blame her since she's not obliged to. And today somehow during maths class, yj was like saying something abt her, then at the mention of her name, my heart just tore a little, the indescribable pain as i thought about what she replied. I closed my eyes for a moment, just wanting to hold back everything. I kept telling myself that it's not her fault at all but somehow this indifferent attitude of her towards me seems to bother me more. I'm feeling terrible ):


It doesn't take a reason to love someone, but it does to like someone.
You don't love someone because you want to, you love someone because you are destined to.
It's because you fall in love with them, that you then try to find a reason, but you always come up with the answer, No reason!
Yes, no reason, i can't find a reason to...


I would give up happiness to never see you sad
I would give up eternity to be with you always
I would give up my life so yours will be new
I'd give up everything ...... except you

So i won't give up and meanwhile i will just keep holding on ...

Labels: Friends, Reason, Wish