What happens when one day you found out that someone toyed around with your feelings. Kinda of disappointing how people could just play around with another person without much regards, thinking all this is just out of FUN. Yes, just out of Fun, thinking that the world could actually revolve around you when you toy around with them when the other person is actually serious about you. Maybe it's the nature of humans that they want to be the central of attraction. They want all the attention they need to have to live, same goes for the emphasis to win, somehow we just seek to win, seek to attract attention, seek to make the world revolve us. Perharps, the closest examples that i recently came about is just some incidents with girls. Is it the way they just are that makes them want to play around with guys whom actually loves them? Manipulating guys around their fingers, thinking that love is just a game and it doesn't matter if it's game over. Of cause,i hope definitely i won't be a victim of this, though somehow i sort of get a bit of those kind of feelings that i might have been toyed around with, just maybe, i'm not sure, but i know that the ones that i've came across involving other people are definitely more serious. Of course i wouldn't know what might have happened to me if the same thing were to happen to me. Perharps, i would probably break down and then lost faith in relationships.


What makes some people dearer is not just the happiness that you feel when you meet them but the pain you felt when you miss them... Miss ya~..

Opinions. Something in which i find it difficult to handle. Because at any point of time, there will always be people's opinion of you and it's also up to you to decide what you will do about it. For me, i find it hard to not listen to them, at the same time not to care about them at all. Of course, now i just listens to them and at the same time ignores them, because that's only what they think of me and it doesn't change a thing. But even so, i couldn't ignore and not listen to the some people's opinion of me, just some. Now, somehow these opinions have faded into the air, blown away by the wind and somehow doesn't get to me anymore. Perharps is the kind intention of some people who asked people to stop, perharps her.


Opinions,Gone like the wind.

Actions speak louder than words. Sometimes is strange, whenever i try to advise someone on something, yes it is the best solution but whenever it comes to me, i won't use the best solution that i've suggested. It's strange how i could say and do different things. Same goes for some people who say things that they don't mean it.


To think is easy. To act is difficult. To act as one thinks is the most difficult.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

I already find acting difficult so how am i going to act as i think?

Labels: Nature, Toy, Truth