Had a doc appointment today. It's for some backbone stuff. Had to go for some X-ray to see whether my backbone is really that curved. To be frank, i wasn't scare or anything like that, i was more of worrying for our relationship than anything else. You were the only thing on my mind D: Definitely, the freezing touch of the X-ray thing didn't make me feel good about it... And i still have to change to some other clothes which looked totally like some sleeping pyjamus for girls..=.=... Orh well, those doesn't matter afterall it's just like for a moment or two. Got like a 8 degrees bend on right or left sie of the backbone.. Considered quite a lot and i think i can just see it without having to look closely at it.

After that, went home and started pondering over things. Pondering over whether to tell her about that matter. My mood was just all the way down down DOWN!!-.-... Perharps, it would be better if only i just didn't stayed back on Friday. I wouldn't have know what happened, i wouldn't have missed her, i wouldn't have been ignored and all. Nvm, there's nothing i can do about it anyway. But wait, i also promised myself not to regret what i've done.. So i shouldn't in the first place... At last, i decided to tell her about it, trying to look as though i don't care what's really happening but actually i do... No wonder The Paradox of Life..


Love is not measured in Years, Days, Hours, Minutes or Seconds, but is measured in moments. I'm counting my moments...

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